Ever since I was a teenager I always loved seeing older women. Loved how they looked how they talked how they dressed and how they showed affection. The micro wrinkles and all the imperfections were all just extremely beautiful in my eyes.

Then when I was 21 I started talking to a woman that I met online I was a virgin at that point and our conversation started by her telling me to ask her all the sex questions that I have and she can answer them one thing led to the other then we started talking about sex more regularly then we start sexting then we video chatted then we both fapped online.

She was one of the most beautiful women I've ever seen in my life she was chubby big boobs big butt gorgeous smile and redhead. Definitely checking all the boxes that I had in my books and some boxes that I didn't even know that I should have had in my books.

Then fast forward 2 years later I travel to New York and she was in Florida and she kept begging me to go to Florida to fuck the shit out of here. I was still a virgin at that point and I wanted to stay a virgin until marriage.

Then I got married and my wife and I are getting separated. Now and I wish I can be with that older woman again but now she's married and I don't want to mess things up for her. But a lot of times I would think about her. I would get so hard.