Here I am on the down hillside of life finding myself very curious or coming to terms about being physically intimate with another man. I’ve often fantasized about this subject while taking part in “self love” … It always starts with me in a nice hot shower getting soaped up and stroking my cock until it’s nice and hard. Then I grab my razor and shave my cock and balls smooth. Once done I get out of the steamy shower and dry off and get a hand full of massage lotion and lovingly oil and caress my cock, balls and ass until all the excess is rubbed in and my cock is firm and leaking precum.

In my mind a younger, feminine man or tgirl start to give me a relaxing massage that turns into something more sexual. He’s concentrating on rubbing my chest and cock long flowing strokes that make my cock tense with anticipation. Occasionally, while he’s rubbing my balls his fingers will rub my Anus in a circular motion while his mouth teases my nipples.

Slowly he slides his mouth down my torso until I can feel his hot breath blowing on my penis seconds before he slides his mouth of the head, licking and sucking while he further massages my ass.

His mouth feels so good! Hot, wet and welcoming. I unconsciously moan and arch my back to penetrate his mouth more. All I can think is I need my cock deeper in his hot wet hole!

Bobbing his head up and down slowly with constant sucking is making me want more. Slowly he applies more pressure on my anus and one of his fingers slides in. It feels so good! With slow in and out motion the feeling is incredible and I need, no, want more. Now a second finger slides in and he begins expertly massaging my prostate. I’ve never experienced such an intense sexual feeling. Although I desperately want to cum and cum quickly he pulls his mouth off my engorged penis and rolls me onto my belly for a “ proper” butt massage.

Rubbing more lotion on my ass his hand expertly massage my glutes occasionally spending time to rub and finger my anus which just further fuels my need to cum!

Over the music he hears my moans of pleasure. He walks to where my head is and turns me over again. Bending over my head he takes my cock in his mouth with a slurp and I find his penis inches from my mouth and I instinctively guide it into my virgin mouth. I suck on his cock just like he’s doing me and putting as much of it in my mouth as I can without gagging. I can taste his precum and it only fuels my fire. I start fucking his mouth until he pulls away. Turning me again he presses his penis against my ass hole and it slides in. It’s a little uncomfortable at first but he’s slow and gentle. Then he fucks me until he cum. Im so absolutely horny and need my release which happens shorty after I penetrate his well oiled hot hole.

The end, Hopefully this can/will happen for me.