With what feels like lasers blasting from my fingertips, I lay there trembling. Contemplating what just happened to me. Every inch of my body, inside and out, every nerve fiber was ignited and pulsating with a sense of overwhelming pleasure. Everything was shaking, I even had to ask if my teeth were actually vibrating! This was the first time I remember experiencing an intense orgasm. And on my path to self-love and self-discovery it's only gotten more intense. Much, much more intense...

It used to be very difficult for me to climax. In my younger years, it was a challenge for me to get out of my head and relax enough to be able to be in the moment to fully enjoy the experience. I would be able to get there on occasion which was nice, but not the earth shaking, thundering experience that I had heard about. And oral? Forget about it! I was not about to let someone get a face full.

I was always concerned about how I looked in the moment, how I smelled, if I was doing this or that right, and a million other distracting thoughts that were racing through my mind. That made the entire experience rather nerve wracking. How could someone possibly relax enough in such a vulnerable position, to let themselves lose control? These were just a few of my concerns that got in the way of pure bliss. The same concerns that haunt millions of women every day.

Once I was finally able to forget about my fears and truly be in the moment, it was more incredible than I could have possibly dreamed of. The sensations go deeper than the physical layer. This is an experience that encompasses the entire being.

Allowing myself to truly surrender to the orgasm took a long time. I was enjoying the experience for sure but never fully letting go. Once I finally broke through that barrier, the flood gates opened. My entire body was trembling. I started actually seeing vibrant colors burst like fireworks. I felt weightless, like I was levitating above the bed. The intensity took me to another plane of existence where I was seeing a new world. And no, I was not on drugs of any kind. I had just finally reached that level of euphoria where I was truly free.

Since breaking through that barrier, I can reach climax within seconds. I have mind blowing orgasms on a near daily basis. The once rare tingling in the toes and teeth are now so common that I hardly notice them. Those sensations are now overpowered by the full body releases that travel through my entire nervous system.

The process to get to the point of blissful hallucinations was a long journey filled with self-reflection and acceptance. I believe that, with a little guidance, other women can experience what true pleasure can bring. Join me over the next several weeks as I recount my journey toward sexual enlightenment.

Posted for my wife, who does not have a reddit account. Over the next few weeks, we will continue the series, stay tuned! Please let us know any questions, comments, etc.... Thanks!