Meeting my ex

Disclaimer: English is not my native language, so please bear with me if everything isn't grammatically correct ✌️

This is a story that happened a few years ago. I (31m) met my ex in a nightclub in Vienna when I was 21 and she was 32. I will name her V from now on. The first time I saw her I was just shocked how beautiful she was. She is a beautiful turkish woman who did her PhD in Vienna, very intelligent, gentle and just stunning! I immediatley started flirting with her and it just clicked. The age difference was never a problem. We had an open relationship that lasted over 5 years and we had a really good time together, but it ended bc V wanted to have children and I didn't.

About 2 years after our breakup she texted me and wanted to meet. I agreed and we went to a bar to have a couple of drinks. V told me about her new boyfriend, that they live together, are in a monogamous relationship and I shouldn't think about having sex with her. You have to know that V still is the best sex of my life and her bjs are out of this world. I was pretty disappointed that I couldn't have sex with her that night, but I enjoyed her company so I stayed...

Anyway, a couple of drinks later we were getting pretty drunk and had a great time. Despite the age difference we have a lot in common and it's so easy to talk to her. Then we called it a night and the gentleman that I am I escorted her home to make sure she got there safe and sound. V's boyfriend was at home so we hugged just inside the hallway to say goodbye. I wanted to end the hug, but V didn't and started kissing me. Then she whispered in my ear that she wants me to fuck her and that she's still so attracted to me. I didn't think about her boyfriend, I was instantly hard as a rock and just wanted to fuck her brains out. She put her arms against the wall near the staircase, I pulled down her pants and checked with my finger how wet she was. Holy shit she was DRIPPING wet. I loved it and immediatley pulled down my pants. I then started to rub my rock hard cock against her clit and she just moaned in pleasure and told me to finally fuck her. After that I fucked her from behind while standing. It felt so good fucking her again, we were both so horny and finally let loose, it was so satisfying. It got harder and faster after building up all the left sexual tention between us. I slapt her ass, pulled her hair, everything she loves, until all this raw fucking ended in us cumming simultaneously. I had to cover her mouth because she was moaning so loud. Her legs shook like mad and I shot my load into her, it felt amazing!

After our brain started working again we realised what we'd done was wrong and she went to her apartment where her boyfriend was waiting for her without really saying goodbye.

We keep in touch on Instagram now and then but never met in person again after that night. Last weekend V told me she is going to marry that guy and I can't stop thinking about her...