Me and my girlfriend have been together for over 10 years!

I started to realize a while ago(see other posts) that I was bisexual. Basically I am not really per say attracted to guys but love to bottom and be sexual with other men. I've never actually made out with a guy, but I love sucking cock and bottoming.

I've had alot of guys message me and tell me they are the exact same way. I'm starting to realize it's pretty common.

Basically, I like having gay sex with anon men that I will not see again when I'm away from work!

I had a few experiences before telling my girlfriend and it made me feel pretty terrible so I decided to tell her even though I figured she'd break up with me.

She actually ended up being very supportive with it and the only thing that actually upset her was that I was dishonest with her at first. She told me to just tell her when I wanted to do it and keep her involved.

So I started telling her when I felt like doing it and even showed her the guy I was going to pick after I picked them! It stayed like that for a good while and honestly it made our sex life alot better for whatever reason too.

My trip to Maine was a little different though and it changed how we did things!

I told her I was in the mood and felt like bringing someone in to fuck me. She told me she was really horny and wanted to be a little more involved and wanted to pick the guy that fucked me! Which turned on way more and I happily agreed.

I told her it takes sometimes it takes a little bit and we just talked dirty with each other and waited for guys to reply to my grindr ad!

After about an hour I had a few different guys interested and willing to come by so I sent her the photos and some stuff they've said and let her choose.

She chose an older man in his mid 50s, which surprised me but I was okay with it because he had the nicest cock out of the group of guys! I invited him over and got naked and in my doggy ready position.

He fucked me really good and came all over my back and left, which was exactly how I loved it.

I let her know how it went and she made me explain in detail the whole encounter. She made herself cum while I explained it and she admitted she loved it and said things like :

"Did you like that older man's cock? You loved his old cock didn't you?"

"He probably hasn't fucked a guy like you too many times, you were a prize fucking"

"Did you like being a slut for an old man"

And so on... she really got off of the fact we had a big age difference which surprised me but turned me on at the same time! I did enjoy it alot, she was right.

So over the next few months she continued to help me pick guys anytime I went away and had the urge. She picked older gentlemen every. Single. Time.

But not just the ones with huge cocks or nice cocks.. but also the ones with smaller ones or not "so desirable" ones (feel bad saying that so I'm sorry I'm not trying to offend anyone)

She seemed to get off even harder on me hooking up with these guys... she loved the idea of me getting fucked by guys that might not always get picked and me being a "prize" fucking or "once in a lifetime fuck" as she would call it..

I enjoyed every minute of these encounters because honestly, I just loved pleasing men. I was and still am not attracted to men very much so I'm okay with anyone that wants to fuck my ass if it falls in line with my time frame of work!

All in all ive realized that my girlfriend is just as dirty as I am behind closed doors and it had made our sex life 1000x better with each other in all ways!

I started to realize(selfishly after months of being with older men that she picked) that she may have a kink for older men also.

One night before I had a longer trip to go on, I asked her if she wanted to take some time off and come with me on this one to get away from her normal 9-5 and she happily agreed!

That night we were packing and I told her that she would be "The ultimate prize" for an older guy.. "lots of younger guys like old men and get fucked by them.. but how many girls in their 20s are waiting for a old guy to fuck them anonymously for as long as they'd like"

She starred at me blankly and said "I'm so down"