Knew her since we've been 13/14. We grew up together, we had our first sex together, and when we turned 18, we went on vacation in the Netherlands. I had cuckold fantasies, but no experience. I wouldn't mind if a common friend had sex with her too. Of course i didn't tell her about it.

Anyways, it was our first holiday where we've been on our own. We went to clubs, for partying, and a whole lot of drinking. Both of us were drunk, then i told her i didn't feel so well. Like, "just go dance on your own for a while, i'll stay here."

Then i pretended not to be with her.

It didn't take long. Not five minutes but definitely less than an hour. Saw her with a group, and a while later they went moving, so i tried to follow them. Long story short: She got fucked by some turks in the restrooms.

I was worried, thinking it wouldn't be consensual but apparently it was and she loved it. That was 2017, just a couple years before Covid. Not sure if i liked it or not. I was just happy she didn't get pregnant. But she was lost anyways.

Ever since that day she was ruined and went out to fuck anyone she wanted, thinking i'd be fine with it. She went from innocent to a total slut. It was way too much for me, but somehow she was still milking me, making me pay stuff until i was in debt.

It wasn't until this year that we finally broke contact. I will forever remember us as kids playing Tomb Raider, chasing around, playing hide and seek, her burying me in snow. Good times.