Before I begin writing, I want to make it very clear that consent was established between both of us. I told him the standard, don't stop no matter how hard I fight, so he agreed. Me and this person have alot of history together which is a brief explanation on why I call him my 'bully'. That's exactly what he was in school and he still is now. A bully that picks on me lol.

So, I'm not sure if any of seen my post about my first night with my bully after 5 years. We had a magical night and it was incredible as always. This time was different, it felt like the aura around him was much different than it usually is.. His usually playful bully attitude slowly melted into an agressive and pervy attitude, like he was a primal animal ready to breed me.

I stopped him of course, which led to us smoking weed. We talked for a good bit, maybe an hour? He told me some things that I wouldn't expect to hear from someone that picks on me so often. After we smoked, we sort of bickered at each other, my usual questions and his short, snarky replies. He gets on my nerves so easily so naturally, I gave him a snarky response back. He chuckled a little bit and gave me a look of "What the fuck did you say to me?". Without another word, I apologized and told him that I was just pent up from missing his cock. He got a laugh out of that and told me that he shouldve made me wait longer but he felt like being nice today.

I wasn't sure how else to get him to start touching me without being weird so I told him to feel my thighs (weakness.) He laughed again and did as I asked him, he started feeling my thighs, trying to act like he wasn't impressed but within a few seconds, he was already between my thighs, rubbing my slit through my pants. The music from the other night is playing, all I can think about is him..

Why am I so obsessed with the guy that treats me like a literal object. He doesn't waste any time fooling with my leggings and of course i'm not wearing any panties so hes already rubbing my clit like some sort of perfect clit toy. I can feel the heat rising in my body so so quickly and to make it worse, he grabs my hips and pulls me farther into the cars seat so he has easier access. His fingers are so soft and perfect and its like he just knows where to touch and kiss and rub He stays on my clit for a few minutes, teasing me and leaving me on the egde on purpose. My legs would shake so hard while I gripped his hoodie with my nails.. I think at one point I bit his hoodie trying to hide my pathetic cries for release. He would tease, flick, and rub my clit until I was on the very egde of cumming and would stop.. How does he know my body so well.. He'd laugh at me and force his fingers into my mouth, forcing me to get them wet again before shoving two of his fingers into my already soaked pussy.. He pushed so deep, pushing against my gspot immediately, I couldn't even try to hold back, I was just there without any warning. A few quick pumps from his fingers were enough to send me over the edge. I begged him to stop but I knew what was coming. I squirted and made a mess all over his hand, I felt so ashamed and overwhelmed to be cumming so hard from someone like him.. "God.. You really are a slut." His breath against my neck felt like heaven, I wanted him to bite into my neck so badly and make me whine and yelp like a bitch. But, he had other plans. After I embarrassingly came everywhere, he grabbed me by my throat and pushed me against my seat, letting me know to stay right where l'm at, no matter what. I nodded in agreement and he gently let my throat go.

He started to fully pull off my leggings, so l helped him a small bit, feeling the soft fabric peel off of my soft skin was such a reminder of what was to come, I wanted to beg for his cock but when I did, he would tell me to shut the fuck up which only made me hornier. Once my leggings were off, he started messing with my overly sensitive clit.. He pulled his cock (7 inches) out and started stroking while he rubbed his slick fingers over my clit. After only a moment, I was moaning and shaking again, dying to finally feel his cock even if it meant with my hands.. I reached out to grab his cock and in a flash his hands were around my throat. "Who the fuck said you could touch me? You're fucking lucky I don't break those little fingers of yours." Hhhhh, all I could do was beg like a slut): I could barely get a word out through my horniness but I think being a babbling mess made him more annoyed. He grabbed my hair and forced my ass up into the air, he pulled my face as close as possible to his cock without letting me touch him at all. He could feel my breath against his cock, I was so close. With my ass in the air, he had easy access to my pussy so that's exactly what he did. I felt his fingers plunge into my pussy, hes fucking my cunt so slowly, its driving me crazy. Like the dumb slut I am, getting worked up only makes me want his cock more, so l leaned forward a bit and was able to kiss the tip of his cock, only once before he noticed... He ripped my hair back and gave me a slap across the face. I winced and tried to hide my face but he grabbed my cheeks and forced me to match his gaze. "You were always bad at listening." I practically begged for forgiveness through pathethic moans and whimpers. He gave me another slap before bringing my face back down to his cock. "You stay there until you squirt again. Don't you dare fucking move." I was melting at this point and gave him a weak "Yes sir.." He laughs and starts working my pussy again.. This time hes going much faster and is pushing against my gspot really hard.. I feel it rising in my body.. My body is starting to feel like its covered head to toe in butterflies, especially my hips. I'm practically bouncing my hips against his fingers, my greedy cunt begging for more and more as I got closer to the edge. Fuck.. I can feel myself getting closer and if he doesn't stop now, i'm gonna make another mess... I start begging him to stop and try to pull my hips away, squirming about made it worse.. I started to cum again, this time I was able to hold it back until he quickly pulled out mid cum and started slapping my clit... Cumming while he was slapping my clit felt like bliss, my eyes we rolling and my moans couldn't be more true. I had no idea I was making an even bigger mess than before.. My own cum was dripping down my legs, all over his hand, on the windows and car door... I quickly tried to apologize before he grabbed my face again and started to kiss me. I melted into his touch, my body yearned for it. It aches when he isn't around. He pulls away and gives me another command. To climb into the backseat, so of course l obey.

[Tw: C(N)C is about to be heavily mentioned. Mentions of pain, abuse, and more about to be spoken about. Youve been warned.]

I climb into the backseat and my entire body feels like jello. A shakey mess but I am able to push through it. Before we started, I mentioned that I didn't wanna do anal this time as it hurt a bit last time. But he was like an animal that just wanted to ravage my holes without a care. He climbed between my legs and started eating me out. I have some trouble with recieving oral so I start telling him to stop. He doesn't care. He is licking and sucking on my clit which made my mind race.. I couldn't feel anything but embarrassed as I tried to push his head away from my pussy. But he never stopped.. Like a lion enjoying his meal, refusing to be interrupted. I covered my face, the shame slipping from my lips as I started to cum.. My hips bucking against his face as my clit throbbed in his mouth was evidence enough of how much I wanted it. He sat up and wiped his face off, embarrassment was written all over mine. He grabbed my hips without a word and pushed his cock inside of me. I felt like a christmas tree finally lighting up. I felt ecstasy all over my body as he started to fuck me.. I'm so pathetic for him that I was already begging for him to cum inside of me.. He ignored my cries and kept going. Before he could cum, he pulled out and started going for my ass..

"J.. Please don't.. I told you I didn't wanna do anal.." He kept trying. "Please.. No.." I was so wet and turned on from trying to gain his mercy that I already knew I wouldn't be able to run.. The fight begins. I start squirming around more, telling him to stop and that I don't want it. Things start to feel real and I am actually experiencing my first CNC moment. "J.. D-don't.. No! I-if you do this, i'll never talk to you again.. Please-" my cries only made him want it more.. With one last plea for mercy, he held my hips in place and forced his cock inside of my ass. My pathetic moans told to much.

"Fight more, bitch. You told me this is what you fucking wanted.. So take it." I couldn't think straight, it felt like a piece of me was taken which felt like heaven. He started to fuck me.. No hesitation, no mercy for my tight ass but my body showed little to zero resistance. Anal truly feels like bliss, somehow he's hitting my gspot again, my legs were starting to shake like crazy and my body was filling with butterflies.. I was about to cum on my rapists cock. I am so fucked up and he knows it too..

He pushed my thighs back, pushing his cock deep into my asshole before fucking me fast again.. He spoke with an evilness in his voice while he deflowered me.. "You'll never talk to me again huh? You'll be begging for me to rape you again in the morning, won't you?" I nodded like the slut that I am because he was absolutely right. I am already begging for him to come back and use me. He grabbed my throat and forced me to look at him while he took my body by force. With glazed and rolling eyes, I did my best to keep my eyes on him but it was so hard to focus when I can't stop cumming. With one last deep thrust, he pushed his cock as far into my ass as possible, letting his seed spill inside of me. I could feel every rope of cum hit my insides, before he pulled out, he leaned in close to me, pushing our bodies together and whispered. "There is no running from me bitch. You are always going to be my cocksleeve, not his."

Hhh, I shuddered as he pulled away, pulling his cock out of my ravaged ass with a small pop. I could only lay there still, giggling to myself about what all just happened. He was already in the front seat again before I fully came back. He was giggling as well, cracking jokes about how slutty I am. I cleaned up and climbed back into the front seat. We smoked some more and chatted before he dropped me off at home to my boyfriend and off be went to be home with his girlfriend.

Last night was incredible and I can't believe its him taking my cnc virginity like he did my normal virginity when we were younger. I am obsessed with him.