Years ago, I had a fling with one of my close friends. The sex was incredible.

He's married now, and the likelihood of us ever hooking up again is low. But my God, do I think about his dick a lot. I loved the way it was slightly wider at the base so it stretched me with every thrust. I loved the length of it-it was perfect to deep throat while filling my entire mouth with its girth. I've never felt a more perfect fit. I felt like I was always meant to suck that cock.

And that's not to mention the incredible orgasms I had while riding him.

So even though I know I can't fuck him anymore... All I really want for Christmas is for him to use one of those kits to make me a mold of his cock.

I would love him knowing I was fucking myself with it. I would love him knowing I was riding it while I choked on my husband's cock. I'd like to see if I could take it up my ass while my pussy got pounded, just to imagine him DPing me. I'd love the chance to cum on that dick again, even if he wouldn't get the chance to see my face while I did it.

I'd love knowing that his wife has no idea and my husband thinks it's just another dildo.

I'd love it to be our dirty little secret.