Sorry if I wrote something wrong, I'm just in the parking lot shaking from what I just did.

As I told you, today I was moving house because of the problem I mentioned in the other post. Everything went much faster than I thought and I will sleep there today.

My son will be staying with one of his friends because now my house is a bit far from where the handball tournament they are participating in is taking place, so that also means that he and his friends will not be spending as much time with us anymore.

Since last weekend I've been giving all of them (M18) blowjobs and I could write a bible about how fucking them was unthinkable for me and I would never do it but I'm going to be honest and let you know that lust got me. I'm going to let my son and his friends fuck me.

My son asked me if they could all stay overnight for the weekend so they could clean up the grounds around the house and get to know the place (lame excuse obviously) and I agreed. I could lie to myself, but I know that having all 6 of them around me all day is going to end in sex. I'm not even going to try to resist and deny it, I already know it will be like that even though I've written on the internet that I don't want it.

I didn't actually take too many things from the other house, that's why the move was so quick. And since we're going to have company, they're coming to the supermarket to buy some things we need, snacks and soft drinks and things like that. And again... I just accepted that there's no way we're going to spend the whole weekend together if things go all the way. So I grabbed several boxes of condoms and a lot of lube and threw it into the shopping cart. The cashier's face was a poem

I took a picture and sent it to the group with them asking if they wanted anything else for the weekend.

So it's done. I've proposed it, they already know, it's going to happen. It's going to happen and I can't believe it. I keep seeing the notifications coming in and reading them out of the corner of my eye And they only talk about having a lot of fun this weekend.

I feel like I've become a different person in these few days. A person who would let her son and his friends give her a gangbang. But I'm tired of doubting something that even though I was sure I didn't want, now I'm sure I do want it.

My body count is only 4 (well actually 3 but I like to count my first boyfriend) and I've never had group sex..... so wish me luck.