My husband and I were talking about our future with non-monogamy. We’ve been swingers-ish off and on for almost 2 years. Recently been going through some things that have strengthened our bond but also tested our marriage.

A little backstory. Earlier this year, I overstepped a boundary during a swap when I sucked the other guy’s dick without really telling my husband that I was gonna do that. It’s a long story. Then another time I let the same man put in “just the tip” when I wasn’t on birth control. These are not proud moments for me but they happened.

Today the conversation quickly gets heated up and my hot head of a husband gets triggered. And suddenly he’s yelling at me, “you sucked his fucking dick cuz you’re a whore” and all these other obscene things.

And I was so turned on all I could do was smile.

It was awful! He was genuinely upset and I knew a smile might send him over board. He called me a whore and talked about how all I want is dick (in general and also one particular dick) how he couldn’t trust me when I get horny because I make bad decisions. I had to put my hand over my mouth to keep from smiling. I was upset by his words but mostly turned on. Everything he was saying is true. I am ultra slutty and not just for him. I do want to fuck other men and I have enjoyed doing it in the past. I do love sucking cock.

He storms off. I stay laying there and after a moment he comes back in the room after cooling down. He’s talking to me about it and brushes his hand on his cock over his basketball shorts. I can’t help but look - is he hard, is he also turned on and that’s why he touched it…? He notices me look and says oh you want this? (Mind you he’s still upset at this point and we’re mid-conversation). I look up shocked that he noticed, and he walks over to the edge of the bed. He tells my to put his dick in my mouth. He pulls his (sadly not hard) cock out and says “you heard me put your fucking mouth on it” - I lean over and put him in my mouth and suck him while he gets hard.

He says you know what, get on your knees. I oblige immediately and kneel in front of him with his cock in my mouth. I’m so excited.. I know I’m about to get fucked hard. I suck his dick and he shoves my head down, making me gag. He’s rough and forces himself down my throat a few times. slaps me, calls me a slut. Then he tells me bend over.

I bend over the bed, but our guest bed is not the easiest bed for that position, the bed is so low. I’m trying to balance as he enters me, telling me how tight I am and we watch in the mirror in front of us. He asks me if I like watching him which ofc I do. He looks so good against my body. He tells me I’m a whore and he likes to use me. I tell him that’s all I’m good for. He fucks me so hard, I squeal and he asks “oh you like that”. He holds my hands behind me as he fucks me hard. I have been trying to squirt lately and I really felt like I might (sadly I did not)

We’re knocking the bed all over the place, he’s giving it to me hard. He pulls my hair. He spanks me over and over until my ass is red. He brings his dick over to my mouth and demands I lick all my creamy pussy juices off him. Then he fucks me hard until he tells me to get on my knees. I kneel in front of him and feel rope after rope of his cum hit my face. I look at my messy face in the mirror. I needed that so badly.