Boy am I filled with crazy stories.

Let me tell you about my friends with benefits… ish.

Growing up, I spent a lot of time with a boy in my grade because our moms were best friends. They’d always joke about how we would get married, but we were really competitive with one another, polar opposites, and quite frankly - genuinely couldn’t stand each other.

Our relationship stayed this way up until high school. We got over the whole competitive, hating each other thing, and just simply weren’t friends - no bad blood.

For whatever reason, since high school, he has always been the man the appears in my sex dreams. I always found this so crazy because I had never seen him that way. We dated other people in middle and high school.

Don’t get me wrong- he’s an average looking white guy, not ugly by any means. Plus he’s over 6 feet. But like I said, I had my eyes on other people.

College came and went, and a year out of college he came over for dinner with his mom. I hadn’t seen him since high school. He was definitely looking much more attractive now with a full beard, well groomed, smelling good and dressed nice.

Our moms know we’ve been friends since we were 6 with no interest in one another (we fully crushed their dreams of arranged marriage long ago) so they didn’t think twice about him coming up to my childhood room so we can play cards and catch up.

He sat at my desk chair, and I sat on the edge of my bed - facing one another. We caught up on school, work, and all the little things.

I don’t know if it was how cute he looked now, but I found myself telling him about my sex dreams, how it was always him in my dreams. He looked super taken aback, his jaw literally dropped open.

I can’t even count how many sex dreams I’ve had about you, he told me.

We were both blushing, obviously not knowing where to go from here. I could feel his eyes all over me, trying to read me.

To my surprise — it only took a few seconds of eye contact for us both to bust out laughing. Genuinely belly laughing.

He told me — God, I know we weren’t always close, but you were always a constant pain in my ass that I looked forward to seeing. I really did miss this. It’s really nice being here with you.

I shouldn’t have blushed at that… but I did. Way too hard.

Can you come here and give me a hug you crazy girl? He asked me.

I got off my bed and walked toward him, standing just before his knees as he stayed seated. He carefully placed his hands on my hips, keeping eye contact, pulling me down to sit on his lap. He grabbed my arms, pulling them around his neck, pulling me into him.

Let me so clear — we have NEVER hugged like this. My pussy was throbbing and my brain was scrambled trying to make sense of what the fuck was going on. I don’t even remember even ever hugging him before.

I pulled back, our faces are the closest they have ever been. I was looking him in the eyes. I never noticed they were hazel. The green was really popping. His eyes dilated as he looked into mine. Like are you fucking kidding me. WHAT. I didn’t think that was a real thing.

I broke eye contact because it felt like too much. I pulled my arms down tucking them beneath his and around him, leaning my forehead against his shoulder.

Jesus… I said. He laughed, stroking the back of my head, playing with my long hair. Letting me relax into him.

I pulled back to brave looking at him again, feeling like we should probably clear the air. This time when I looked at him, his eyes were darker, he looked at me differently. He cupped my face, soaking in my features.

God I forgot about those freckles, he said. And suddenly his lips were on mine. The first kiss was steady but deep. He pulled away, looking me in the eyes again. I definitely looked lustful.

Fuck.. he cursed under his breath. His lips were on mine again seconds later. The kissing became furious, our tongues joining the party.

One of his hands left my head and went down to my hips, my ass (in leggings ofc) where he got a good grab.

He bit my lower lip, earning a moan from me.

This is getting super long, so let me know if you want to hear more!