I slept with my mom’s new husband.

So my parents have been divorced since I was 16, (I’m 19 now). My brother and I went to live with my dad when they split. Dad spent so much time and dedication to raising us and is wonderful in every single way. Mom remarried In January of this year. My mom and I have had a strained relationship for a while now, mostly because she spends way more time with her new husband and doesn’t care to check up on her “old family”. Whenever my brother and I go over to her house, her husband seems extra friendly to me. I kinda brushed it off for a while because I thought he was just trying to suck up to me to make up for my mom’s cruel behavior. That was up until last Friday. My mom and her husband (we’ll just call him Steve) invited my brother and I for dinner at their house. My brother already had plans with to go out with friends, so I decided I would just go alone and maybe try to reconnect with my mother. When I got there that evening, Steve answered the door and invited me in. He told me mom went to grocery store to get more baking sheets for the oven. I sat down on the couch and he proceeded to sit next to me.. there was kind of an awkward silence for a minute until something came over me and I put my hand on his leg. I don’t know if it was because I haven’t been laid in a while or maybe I was subconsciously trying to get back at my mom.. but I started rubbing his thigh, then he grabbed my hand and put it on the crotch of his pants. I could feel he already had a boner at that point and that drove me wild. I was so horny, I unzipped his pants, sucked his cock, and he pounded me on the couch. It was honestly the best sex of my life and I don’t even regret it. We finished before mom came home, ate dinner, and acted like nothing happened. But all I can think about is his cock pounding me and my heart racing, thinking my mom was going to walk through the door at any second. He injected his hot load into me which immediately made me cum. I’m not on birth control, but I wouldn’t even be mad if he impregnated me. Maybe then my mom will feel some type of remorse for what she did to me.