I was in the bath when my son walked in on me. At that moment I was shaving my pussy and my son asked me if he could help. My son is 18 years old and from what I understand he is at that stage of his life when he is very interested in sex and he has been walking in on me on purpose whenever I used the bathroom. In fact, he has been feeling me up, touching me at the most sensitive areas of my body whenever he got the opportunity. Especially during the summer when I'm very skimpily dressed. He loves to fondle my breasts through my blouse, sometimes even reaching into my blouse to grab my tits, or brush up against my ass, flipping up my dress, and roughly pulling down my panties. He also liked to massage my bare legs and feet when I'm laying in bed. A few times he rubbed his cock against my legs and I could feel his cock was hard like a rock inside his underwear.

I don't know if this is normal behavior. I've never asked the advice from other mothers who have sons. I'm too ashamed, and I've been hoping that once my son has a girlfriend, he will let go of me. In the meanwhile, to be honest, I've been enjoying the attention my son has been giving me.

Also I've read somewhere that it's better to expose your son to your female body and to let him have free access to your female sexual organ, because as his mother, I will have the opportunity to educate him about sex, and this will also release that excessive sexual energy so that he doesn't go out there and get in trouble with other females.

So with that in mind, I decided to let him help me shave my pussy. I thought it might be a good idea to teach him about female anatomy, to let him be exposed to female sexuality. Of course he was very eager and he took the opportunity to play with my pussy as he shaved the pubic hair off of my pussy mound. He rubbed his hands against my smooth legs, especially my inner thighs, and he used his fingers to nib on my pussy lips. You could see that he was so intently focused and the excitement was literally bubbling out of him like hot water. I'm 38 years old now, I don't really get as much sexual attention from guys anymore (even when I post nudes online I get very few likes now, compared to 20 years old females) and the fact that my son is so interested in me was actually making me feel really good about myself.

After he shaved off my pubic hair he used his palm to wipe off the shaving cream and rinsed off with water and as he was doing that he stuck a finger into my pussy. I didn't say anything but I did pull his finger out of my pussy because I thought that was going too far.

It took him more than half an hour to finish what should have taken only a few minutes and I was getting seriously wet having my pussy being manhandled. After he finally rinsed off the last dab of shaving cream he continued to play with my pussy (just the outer part of my pussy, I ddin't let him stick his finger into my pussy) and his eyes were glued to it like he was admiring a piece of art. I asked him if he was done and he asked me if he could kiss it. That was when I hesitated. Allowing my son to play with my pussy was already far enough. I wasn't sure if kissing it was going too far. But his eyes looked so pitiful. I explained to him that mommy understands you are very interested in sex but you shouldn't really do this to mommy, and he said he just wanted to do it once and he promised to never tell anyone about it, and very reluctantly, I agreed and I told him just this once and oh my god I couldn't have never believed how good my son's tongue felt.

He spread my legs apart and buried his face into my crotch and his tongue was thrashing into my pussy. None of the men I've been with had ever eaten my pussy the way he did. I humped my hip and ended up cumming on my son's face and I was so embarrassed I rushed out of the bathroom, went to my bedroom, locked the door and fucked myself with a vibrator. Even as I was inside my bedroom, I could hear my son outside begging me to open the door and he was telling me that he was sorry, he never meant to hurt me. His "I love you mom ... I love you mom ... are you okay? I'm sorry if I hurt you." still rings inside my head and I could never admit what actually happened to anyone because I would die of shame if I did.