Quite a long one for ya... If you get though it i think you'll enjoy it. Thanks for reading, maybe, 😅

Was many years ago when I started doing butt stuff. Home made dildos erra. Ya know what i mean? You name it, if it looked like it would fit its been in there. Hammers, screwdrivers, handlebars, motorbike kick starterz, EGGS! to name a few. I couldn't get enough of it.

I got exhausted doing myself one evening. I was buggered but my butt wanted more... It was in the era of chat rooms... So I popped online "gay chat room" My name was probably something like 'bi bottom guy' Anyway, after advertising myself for chats for a bit some dude private messaged me.

We got along well, good small talk, good kink talk an older than I which is a kink I didn't realise I had untill then.

Days went by of us random getting online toegeter an chatting. We ended up on MSN (yeah you remeber the days)

We would talk dirt bikes, parties, getting drunk, work etc all the normal stuff but the kink chats were the best. We'd talk about hooking up in public, in alleyways, in parks, in his car etc etc.

Eventually I got to the point of where I was tired of doing my own butt stuff, it really is exhausting, (some of you know what i mean) all the time an figured he could do my butt stuff for me...

One night we were both chatting, I'd had a few drinks, he was quite local (you wouldn't believe how local so I'll leave it out) an we agreed to meet up to chat an see where it goes. He requested I dress slutty and I requested he bring lube incase. I put my my jeans that I had cut into a mini skirt on, my mates stepmums panties that I had stolen and a generic plain white Tshirt an jumped over my back fence into the alleyway behind my house at about 11pm or so. Give. Or take.

I headed down the track to a dead end where there was a small street thatead out into some streets, shops, more alleywas that connected my small neighbourhood. (I knew all of them. I can going through those faster than it would take cars to do the 'road rules'

Anyway, I knew my way around. I ended up at the end of the alleyway an when I did he gave me the sign, flashed his headlights 3 times.. Lit me up like a slutty deer in headlights...

I walked out of the alleyway into the street down to his car. He got out an met me in the street. We greeted each other quite awkwardly an we walked off. Down the street into another alleyway that connected a few blocks with a. Bunch of bush land inbetween.

There was a place in the bush i knew about which I had in the past used to habgout with my mates previously that had a bunch of tree stumps, picnic chairs, random trash from kids making a 'hangout'

Was quite a quite walk just small talk him walking behind me, evernow an then flicking his hand at my ass as we walked, sometimes more than just an accidental 'flick' an he'd lift my homemade skirt up for a a breifs second exposing the white semi gstring panties that I had 'acquired' I just let it happen. He had seen all my pics an my dirty talk so I figured it's only fair to let him get a little something something.

After a few minutes walk with awkward small tall we landed at the 'hangout' we. Moved a few chars an shit around to a more private-ish area that had more branches, shrubs etc. We were awkward as fuk about meeting up, so much so we were texting on out phones to each other rather than speaking directly to each other less than 2m away from each other... Our chat quickly jumped to him texting me saying how hard he was an if I was intrested I could try it.

It took a bit for my to accept this was happening but I figured, after all this time, Me instigating Me constantly sending pics with kinky messages and knowing I was tired of doing myself and I did want to try having someone else do it for me. (I did forget to mention alot eirler, there was a long thought process of just having my butt played with an nothing else but I concluded it was only fair for him to get something out of it aswell, so his dick, my butt)

I text him back saying I was anxious and a bit scared to make the first move an if he was keen to show off he could take his dick out. As soon as I sent it he looked right at me an undid his shorts and 'Flop' an to me huge 6-7 inch thick cock just plopped out into his lap with clear stringy liquid latching onto every part of his shorts it had touched.

As his dick was resting on his lap and him back watching his phone it was just me staring directly at what I was curious about. (me flat out 5 inches and thin) it was quite the sight to just see...

Anyway...

I got up of my tree stump an kneeled Infront of him Looking directly as his cock as it kinda bounced on an off his leg leaving a trail of precum that was constantly attached to the tip of his cock an where ever his knob would land. I reached out an grabbed it. Looking at it in my hand comparing what mine looked like it looked to be atleast 3x bigger, exactly what it was like in videos where it's an actual handfull an not just a few fingers to grip it like my own😔.

I just held it, looking at it. Feeling it throb an get harder in my hand was fucking enthralling. Having the control over a cock an it been genuinely excited to see me. I held it in one hand an with my other I played with the head. Speeding his precum around an making a sliperey mess of the whole thing. It quickly become easy for me to stroke him spreading his precum around even further. Occasionally I'd look up at him for some feedback on what to do but he was just on his phone not even looking at me. Me just randomly weirdly playing with this blokes cock in my bushland hangout.

After a little of playing around I decided I'm here, this is what I wanted to try, I may never get to try again I may aswell just go for it. So I took my hands off his cock an leaned in. I took his head straight into my mouth, swirling my tongue around his head an just going full lolly pop. With a loud sigh of "Ohh Fuck, fuck yeah" he put his hand on my head an directed me down deeper onto his cock. Not taking it all but most of it an back up again I took it out of my mouth for a gasp of air. Thinking fuck it, I went directly back down on it trying to better myself each an every time getting it further an further into my throat. It felt like this went on forever an him still playing on his phone not giving two fucks about me sucking his dick.

I continued to just go down on him, doing what I had seen in videos an just hoping it was doing alright.. Lol. He pulled me into the chair closer to him as he sat up an pressed my head into his cock. He landed forward an lifted my povo skirt an rubbed my ass while I sucked him.

And I think that right there was the moment that changed me... Just been dressed slutty in my home made outfit with a dude feeling me up as I was face down throat deep on his cock in a little public hideout I had made with Mates sent me over the edge. No more logic no more thinking, just in the moment. just a horny degenerate sucking an older dudes cock outdoors..

It was magical in my mind..... I just kept going on his cock an let him feel me up, he pulled my skirt way up into my torso leaving my white semi gstring panties staring into the open darkness behind me. He gripped the thing part an just pulled it aside leaving my Butthole exposed, open and catching the wind... It was an odd feeling but very liberating. He begun rubbing my Butthole with his fingers as I continued to suck him the best I could. He pulled me head off his cock, stuck two of his fingers in my mouth, swirled them around an then positioned me back on his cock. With his wet precum saliva soaked fingers he pressed them into my exposed Butthole. Slowely an more progressively getting his finger in deeper an deeper.

Me just going with the flow I pulled up off his cock an just awkwardly said, how about you just bend me over the tree stump and fuck me. Immediately '' alright, I thought you'd be keen to take it" Still on my knees I turned around and scurried over to the rather large fallen tree an bent all the way over it reaching back only to life my skirt back up an pull my panties to the side I politely asked if he had lube and with an "ofcorse" I heard the click of a lid and the very cold feeling of a thick liquid been poured all over my butt. First one finger probing in an out of me, followed by two followed by a attempted 3 he asked if I was ready

As a fukken tree is burring into my chest an Actualy making it uncomfortable an hard to breath I mutter a yes, I'm keen. With that I felt my first ever cock poking at my back door. Tapping as if to say hello, prodding in an out, sliding up an down. Slowely working it was into me but by bit. After what was a sensual moment of my butthole and a cock meeting each other my hole began to open up more an more allowing to to gain more an more access into me. With it breaching my butt quite delicately an working it's way through my wall I felt it pop through into the other side. With a mutual "ahhh" he began to slowely work the rest into me. Me relaxing myself an tensing my butt on his cock to fully loosen myself up he was in.

My frist cock, a random dude from a chat room, outdoors. In my public hangout thing id built with friends I was over the moon happy. Bending over the fallen tree, pushing back into him as he pushed into me we were properly fucking, I was properly getting fucked. Not having to fuck myself with an old carrot, a tool out of the shed, my bmx handlebars or my beloved homemade dildo someone else was doing the work for me. It was great, I was free to relax an just take what was given to me. Feeling things I hadn't felt before. Feeling the pain, the discomfort, the stretch, the joy the pleasure of having two man hands on my hips as I arched my back into his cock.

This went on for a wee while of just nice easy butt fucking. Maybe 5, maybe 10 mins of taking nice dick when he asked where I wanted him to cum. Having not thought about that, and rapidly assuming hed have to pull out an wank himself to completion on the floor I without hesitation said 'IN ME', The loudest I or we had spoken all night.... And with a few rapid an deep thrusts he pinned himself up against me and the tree as he unloaded into my ass. Him panting, me heavy breathing while gasping I took his load deep in me.

After a few moments he pulled out of me and while calling me a slut and slapping my ass a couole of times he pulled my skirt down an wiped his cock clean on it. Pressing his hands into my back and using me as a brace to take his weight he stood up. I turned around 'kinda' to look up at him, fully dressed with only his cock poking out of his short. He looked down at me and said "Well done, I'll see you again" as he turned an walked away along the path we had taken...

I just layed there contemplating life, I only wanted dick because I was tired of getting exhausted while I did my own butt stuff. An here I was dressed like a poverty slut outdoors with my ass full and still not satisfied...

Was it all for nothing? Did I just get cummed in by a random ish dude an not enjoy the whole experience? As I. Composed myself, got myself together an followed along the path a few minutes after he had left. I had time to think. To reflect. Did I like it? Did I actually want it? Was I happy, would I do it again?

My whole walk home I didn't catch upto him an when I got to my alleyway his car was already gone. I continued along the alleyway an hopped over my back fence, down the yard an right into the shower to try an get this random dudes cum out of me an wash away the shame.

Over the next couple of days of me coming to terms of what I had gotten myself into I had concluded that I did want to experience that so I wasn't left wondring. Did I like it? It's not just the dick that I liked it was the vulnerability of been outdoors, dressed slutty, the possibilities of things going differently or getting caught by God knows what. I was happy I tried it, I was happy I did it, I was very happy with how everything worked out, and I was happy to be cummed in.

It took me a few days to want to message him on MSN again as I was still processing everything. However the next weekend 'friday' about 4 days I think after getting my butt stuffed he messaged me.

"sup slut,. Keen to get fucked again" With very little thought I just replied 'yes'

I snuck out again an headed to out meeting spot, it didn't take long for him to turn up either. It was almost exactly like it happend the first time. Alot of cock sucking and a raw load straight into butt followed by him leaving me there again...

This become quite a regular thing, often not heading all they way to our hookup spot but directly in the alley behind my house or over the boot of his car in the street.

I can't tell you how many times we hooked up but it lasted for years and years.... I'm 30 now and his wife has finally had enough of him fucking around (she's well, very well aware) and has moved him and his family a few hours away to work on there relationship and leave me used, abused and cockles.....

Now I need to figure out if I want to continue doing butt stuff, finding a new person? Or just getting on with life an going a new direction...

However I think i know the decision I'll make.....