I'm just going to tell you about one of the best times I had cock. It doesn't happen often, as I'm a lesbian.

This was when I was 28. I had just split up with a long term partner, and my god, having sex off the table as an option really does make me horny, and lonely, and I desperately need approval. This is how I get it.

The guy I was out with was an old best friends ex husband. We had always got on, and even though they divorced after he had an affair, she moved away, and I'd still catch up with him occasionally. He was around 14 years old than me, but still attractive. Typical hard man look.

I was having a tough time with being single. I asked him and his girlfriend, the one he had an affair with, if they'd come out with me.

She didn't come. He did. It didn't take long to get a couple of drinks down us, and we were sat down having a heart to heart. I'd been pretty low lately, and my self esteem was at rock Bottom.

He was telling me I looked great. I had lost a lot of weight. I put my hand on his leg and looked up at him.

"Do you really think so?"

He looked me in the eyes and nodded. I didn't glance away, but moved my hand further up his leg.

"Are you sure?" I asked.

He nodded.

I grabbed his hand and led him outside to the taxi rank. We hopped in one and I told him to head to my address. Within ten minutes we were there. I went up to my bedroom while he found the toilet.

I waited upstairs with anticipation. I removed my underwear over my heels and waited.

As soon as he came in I got up, walked over to him and kissed him as I undid his belt. I pulled him over to the bed as I undid his trousers, and pulled out his semi hard cock. I looked up at him. He asked if it was my first time with a man. In a while, I told him, you'll have to tell me if I'm doing okay. I'm pretty good at following instructions. I winked, and licked upwards from the base of his cock.

My friend had always told me it was big. It was. He grabbed my hair and held my head back away from his growing dick.

You like it? He asked, Is it big enough for you?

I nodded. Please, let me taste it, I asked.

He held my head in place and pushed himself towards my mouth. I opened it, willing to take it all in, but he teased me by rubbing the tip of it along my lips. My tongue tried to catch a taste of it, but it wasn't near enough.

I looked up at him. He smiled, and mouthed 'ready?'

'Fuck yes' I said.

With him Still holding my head where it was, I opened my mouth wide, and he slowly pushed himself into me. Despite the pain from him holding onto me hair, I managed to pull forward and get more of him inside my mouth, Then he thrust in, and his cock hit the back of my throat. He tried to pull back but I grabbed his hips and forced him down further. Even though my eyes were watering and I was trying not to choke, I wanted to give him the best fuck of his life. He roughly swung my head around so he was supporting my waiting with his hand gripping my hair tightly and he just fucked my mouth, it was fast and hard but it, I was spluttering and trying to ask him to stop, but he couldn't understand what I was saying. When he was done, he looked at my tear stained face, and said, see what you're missing out on.

He took his dick out of my mouth and lifted up my dress. It wasn't long, so didn't take much lifting, and then he turning me around, pulled my dress all the way off and undid my bra. He left my heels on.

I bent over. Legs straight, ass in the air, elbows on the bed. I let him see everything.

I've wanted you inside me for so long, I told him. Don't be gentle, okay? I asked 'I really need you to fuck me hard.'

He rubbed his cock along my pussy. I felt myself twinge. I needed him in me, but he was in no rush. He touched my opening with the tip of him. I felt my hole spread open around him. Then he roughly pulled out.

Then he entered me again. A couple more inches this time , and me begging him to fuck me. He pulled all of the way out once more. God this felt good. Then suddenly he rammed himself inside of me. I let out a scream of pain as he filled me up. It felt like he was going to go through me. The pain eased off and then it was all pleasure. He stayed still for a moment. I could tell he was taking in the view. Then, slowly, he began to fuck me. It starter out nicely, but then ended up rougher and rougher. My moans and his grunts. Occasionally my moan would be clearly more of pain than pleasure.

I told him to stop, and pulled myself off him. I pushed him onto the bed on his back. I climbed on top of him, his cock still fucking massive, and gently ease myself onto him. I moan, head back, as I move myself up and down. After a few times I had gotten into it, my pussy was even able to take him all. I had begun pushing myself down on him harder. I made sure to keep my arms back, my DD tit's on display, bouncing up and down, and playing with my boob's and nipples, giving him a good show, as my moans got louder.

He turned me over then, and with heels still on he pushed his cock inside of me, making sure my ankles were over his shoulders. as his cock was pounding away at me, I could feel his pubic bone rubbing my clit. I was in heaven, though very conscious of how wet I was. He laid down on his back again after sliding out of me when he told me to sit on his face. I did as I was told. I let him have a small sniff, or a look, as i repeat his earlier trick of not letting him reach me. Id rub myself gently over his mouthz let him have a lick, then move out of reach. Then I leant forward and let him have it. I took his cock in my mouth and as I did I pushed my pussy down on his tongue and continued to grind on his face. I good feel my juices dripping down onto his face.

I'm practically bouncing off his face now skipping between keeping my clit away from his tongue, and lowering it until his tongue can just reach, making sure pressure on my enlarged clit was the perfect amount to be pleasurable, not too much, and not make me cum, and then spreading myself open and just rubbing myself all over his face to try and get myself off, covering him in my juices.

He turned me round again, my head being pushed on the bed and ass in the air, still on full display, lights on. I felt dirty but I loved it. I wanted him to seen what his great big fucking cock had done to me. He was struggling to get it in now. I was so wet it was just too slippery and he couldn't get it back in. I tried to push back onto him and try to get him to take me up the ass. I do like a good ass fuck. Instead flipped me back onto my back and just fucked me. He pounded away, but at this point I was gone. Between the alcohol , the pounding, the size of his cock, and his strength and knowing how he got a little roughter than perhaps he intended at times, and how much I liked it when he did.

He asked me if I was on birth control. I wasn't, and now I was disappointed. He was careful.

Don't get me wrong. I had no wish for a child, but I was really hoping to be filled with his cum for the first time in my life. Instead he pulled out and asked if he could cum on my pussy. I said yes. I didn't know how to say I wanted him to bang the fuck out of my face then cum all over it, so I didn't.

Instead, I laid naked on the bed, fingering my own clit, grunting in frustration trying to reach that orgasm I'm on the tip of, while he finishes himself off over me, cum shooting all over me. He then smeared it all over my dirty pussy, slid four fingers inside me, while I vigorously rubbed myself, my restrained grunts and heavy breathing became moans and groans that evolved into screams of please as my body shook.

He laid on me and began kissing my breasts, sucking my nipples, his soft cock rubbing on me again.

I asked him if we can go again, but that's all he had. I told him I'd wait for next time.