It has now been almost a week since the events took place.

Tom is a guy I met in London a few months back, through my ex. White, height below average, thin but with a slight beer belly. He never tried anything with me, besides daily conversations. He’s always been polite and respectful. I heard good things about him, and he seemed like a nice guy, but I never got too close because I was worried things might be awkward since he's my ex's friend.

Last Thursday, Tom and I (Chinese, 25F, tall, thin) met at a party that my girlfriend organised. I was surprised as I didn’t know he and my bestie knew each-other.

Tom and I hardly spoke throughout the party, at least the first hour or so, as we never really spent any time together. I could tell he wanted to get closer to me, as he has always been sharing moments of his life with me via text, I was always reading his text, but never replied. Anyways, after two hours, we ended up close together listening to some music, as one of the guys that was hosting the party had a guitar hero set and started playing it in front of everyone. I don’t remember a party more crowded than this one, almost 50 people squeezed into a relatively small flat in East London.

I was slightly tipsy, and at one point I realised that Tom was behind me, we were both standing, listening to the very loud music, and jokingly he put his hands on my shoulders, i felt shivers running down my spine for some reason, i think he realised, but i didn’t reject him, I simply turned my head back towards the TV, he put his other hand on my other shoulder, then he slowly moved his hands down to hold my tiny waist. After a minute or so, I took his hands off my waist. He and I were still very close.

The crowd squeezing in, meant his hands were now touching my ass, and i turned around and we looked at each-other, he didn’t break eye-contact, and I suddenly felt a strange heat wave in my body and in between my legs. His hand were now comfortably touching my ass and i don’t know why, but i didn’t say anything, i wasn’t scared, maybe i was just enjoying the attention, and his touch.

When the next-door neighbours complained for the loud noise, the crowd dispersed, some went out in the balcony to smoke, and some moved to another room to play table games, and chat. I quickly followed my girlfriend and went to talk to her in the other room, I was embarrassed to look at Tom in the eye so I just walked away.

It must have been around 3am, the party almost over, most people had already left, when some of us were still playing a game in the living room. We were all sat, around a square table, there were chairs and two armchairs, but there weren’t enough seats, so we ended up sharing armchairs, and Tom was quick to get a spot next to me in the same armchair, we looked at each-other and smiled.

We played a boring British card game (name escapes me) for a little bit, then I started feeling a bit cold so I made a big mistake, and asked my friend for some cover to put on my legs. Tom, once again, was quick to ask to share the same cover and I didn’t want to be rude, so we placed the cover on both of our legs. My skirt was very short, so my long legs were super cold. Honestly, it didn’t even register, until, during the game, he put his right hand on my thigh. I was very tempted to push his hand away, and that’s what i would have done in normal circumstances, but for some reason, i felt comfortable with his hands on my thigh. Maybe because I thought that, it could be a harmless gesture, or maybe it was just that his hand was very warm.

Much later, when I moved my legs to sit more comfortably, he caught the opportunity to adjust his hand and place it further in, around my inner thigh, he was now slowly massaging my thigh, and even though it felt good, i didn’t know how to react to that. I didn’t think too much of it, after all, nobody could see it, under the cover, and decided to just enjoy his very slow and subtle massage.

Fast forward another 20 minutes or so, towards the end of the game, only a few of us were left, most people were now sleeping, except maybe for my friend who was busy chatting with her boyfriend on the other side of the room, Tom and myself. Tom and his inner thigh massage, was keeping me very much awake, in fact, i was starting to feel aroused, and horny, and i could tell down there was now getting moist.

i looked towards him and we made eye contact. I was very surprised, He looked at me intently, no hesitation or doubt. Now thinking back, I was completely in denial, it wasn’t a massage, and he and I both knew exactly what he was doing, but it was too late for me to do anything about it, so I turned the other way, and leaned back against the armchair, pretending to be half asleep like everyone else in that room, but I wasn’t fooling him as my breathing was getting heavier.

Tom was closing in more and more, and was now almost touching my panties, he was using his pinky to touch it ever so slightly, as to prepare me for what would come next. at one point, once again, i felt a sudden heat rush, so intense, that i must have moaned, but it was very quiet so i think nobody heard it, nobody but Tom, who, I believe, took that as an act of submission and acceptance.

Suddenly he’s more and more confident, he lifts up my skirt and starts massaging both of my legs, and even caressing my hips, and going everywhere around my belly with his hands. At one point he slows down, grabs my leg and gently pulls it on top of his lap. Then he pushes my other leg out, to spread my legs more.

He is taking his time, as if he had done it before. He massages me down there for a few minutes, and I realise I am now getting wet. Then he slowly slides his hand under my panties and places it on top of my pussy, cup-shaped, as to cover it completely. At that point, he had me completely. I held on to the armchair firmly with both hands. When he started stroking me up and down,I really started feeling it.

Everyone had either fallen asleep or left the room, except a guy who, at one point, even asked Tom help to order an Uber. The two spent 2-3 minutes chatting, confirming the address was right. During that conversation Tom never took his hand off it, in fact he kept stroking gently, and I didn’t do anything to stop him as I was too scared that the other guy might realise what was going on under the cover. Eventually the guy left, so I felt more comfortable and spread my legs a bit more to help him continue.

Having my leg on his laps wasn’t good enough for him, so he decides to grab my ankle and pull my leg up, to have me totally spread. At the same time, he was rubbing up and down, now pressing with his middle finger in between my lips. I knew that things had gone too far, he was about to penetrate me, so just before he could slide his finger inside me, i pushed his hand away, quickly put my panties back on and stood up. I went upstairs looking for the bathroom, but it was a terrible mistake, as he followed me and now we were completely alone.

I learnt that my greatest weakness is touch.

SM