So this is just a little story to keep my occupied in the absence of someone to mess around with.

It first happened randomly when we were at my sister's wedding, actually. I was getting drunk with my family and sisters friends, along with my roommate (Shay). Everyone else started going to bed and eventually it was just me and him, still drinking.

So Shay is a Bi dude, and he's tried multiple times to get me to blow him or to blow me himself. I'd always refused cause I was trying hard to be straight and I'd had a girlfriend at the time. I don't know if it was the alcohol or what, but while him and I sat there continuing to drink, joking around and stuff, I could not stop imagining giving him a blowjob. I'd never given one before or done anything with a man, but I got so turned on thinking about getting on my knees for him that for like half an hour I was almost shaking, heart pounding.

Eventually I literally couldn't take it anymore. I felt really embarrassed but straight up sat next to him, kinda gave him a look, and started rubbing his crotch. Obviously he was surprised, but he told me later he had a feeling something was up from the way I was looking at him. He definitely didn't stop me though, and I felt him grow hard through his jeans.

We weren't in a super private area, but a courtyard kind of thing outside surrounded by multiple rooms in wich a family member of mine slept. Shay asked me if I was sure I wanted to do this cause he knew I was drunk, but when I said yes he suggested we go somewhere else, and we got up and walked a bit away. It still wasn't completely private, we were right next to the room where all of my sisters friends slept, but it was really dark and we were really drunk.

We got there and he immediately gently guided me down to my knees, and I undid his belt right away. As oon as I pulled out his cock any doubts that I had vanished. I won't lie and say that he was massive, he was about average, but his dick looked perfect to me. It was fully hard and it literally looked delicious. I started kissing the tip, swirling it around my mouth before fully taking it in my mouth. Within a few seconds I was bobbing my head back and forth along his cock, looking up at him in the dark. He was trying to stay quiet but kept whispering "God, that feels so fucking amazing" and encouraging me, telling me how good of a job I was doing and how good I looked with his dick in my mouth. Every time he praised me it just made me even more excited and I started moaning quietly around his cock.

I stopped for a second and grabbed my phone. I really wanted to remember this, and I've always fantasized about being recorded acting like a slut for someone, so I asked him to take a video. He was cool with it, so I resumed pleasuring his dick with my mouth, looking right up into the phones camera, sucking and rubbing the head of his cock all over my face. He started dirty talking me a bit, playing it up for the camera (or so I thought, he actually is just really dominant), calling me a good little slut, telling me he was gonna make me his bitch, and asking me how his dick tasted. It seriously did taste amazing, and I told him as much. I could feel his cock start to twitch, so I pulled it out and asked if he wanted to cum on my face. He did, obviously, so I pushed it between my lips again and began going a bit faster. I was really getting into it, moaning a bit more enthusiastically and pulling him out of my mouth every so often to beg for his cum.

After maybe a minute or two, I felt it start pulsing and slid it out of my throat, stroking him and aiming his head at my face. Looking up at him, I pleaded with him to give me his cum, straight up telling him I wanted to be his cumslut. He came and completely covered my face. I took his head in my mouth and he shot a last shot of cum into my mouth, head leaned back, groaning in pleasure. He got another minute of footage of me playing with the cum, then gave me my phone back. We looked at each other and kind of laughed a bit, he told me "That was fucking awesome, you are really good at that." and we started heading back inside. After I cleaned up a bit of course 😂

So yeah, that was my first time ever giving head! The next morning I woke up and had dried cum all over my shirt, but luckily Shay and I had our own room so no one saw me sleeping like that. I do wonder sometimes if anyone saw or heard, we tried to be quiet but as I mentioned this all happened right outside my sister's friends room. There were like 50 people within 100 meters of us, so a part of me feels like someone probably knew something was going on, but no one ever said anything. Shay and I kept hooking up after that, probably about 15 more times. Especially when I'd get intoxicated, I would turn into an absolute whore for him and he loved it.

Unfortunately he moved across the country, so I only get to be his slut when we visit each other, but he wrecks me when we do. Other than making me his bitch in private, our relationship didn't actually change a whole lot. But it was always fun hanging out with the rest of our friends, both of us secretly knowing that he could do whatever he wanted with me, every now and then doing risky little things for fun, like he would have me rub his cock over his pants if we were at a table or something, or ordering me to give him head and swallow his load as we drove to meet up with the group. I miss him a lot lol. Other than him I've never played with anyone else.

I'll probably post some more stories every now and again if anyone wants me to.