Well, this was 6 months ago.

We finished our college and my girlfriend and ex were packing up to leave to different cities. My ex was my first girlfriend and we hit it off in the first year of college itself, things didnt work out and we broke up in our 3rd year. We were emotionally attached to each other, and yeah, now in retrospect….never talked it over abt it. Now, I’m in a relationship with another girl of the same class, but it was kind of a secret, we didn’t tell many ppl abt it. My ex didn’t know too.

Since my ex was leaving, we just thought of meeting up. I went to her apartment with some booze and food and we were having a good time. Maybe it was the occasion of leaving, the alcohol, or the pent up feelings idk, but we soon started kissing. And I was all over her. My ex was always been a chubby girl, out of shape, but idk I found it hot, she has massive breasts and a decent ass. Soon we were stripping each other and I was in between her legs eating her wet pussy…and then she blowed me…btw, my present girlfriend sucks at giving blowjobs…my ex however loves it. And I experienced that feeling after a long time. It was heaven. Soon, we were fucking like rabbits, I love how she loses herself when she’s on top. I came into her mouth and she swallowed it. We cuddled for a while and soon I left.

Now Idk what came over me, I had this devilish idea and went over to my girlfriend’s place. And then we both had sex. My girlfriend is much better looking when you compare in general, but idk, she isn’t that wild in bed like my ex. But she’s hot. I fucked her after she gave me a half hearted blowjob and happily orgasmed when went down on her haha. Yeah I feel guilty abt it…sometimes a lot. And yeah And I’ve a good thing going with my girlfriend. So yeah, the guilt is there. But I just cant stop myself getting hard whenever I think abt it.