Unexpected…. Yes, this is real and really happened, let me know what y’all think, I have alot more…

So I have recently been into blowjob videos and the more I scroll on “X” the more I see myself liking them and watching more for “I can do better”. Then me giving a man oral is crazy, then as I switch apps, I see a couple a man =mfm shortcut scene. The husband is giving the other guy a nice blowjob and the wife is pushing his head. I love bdsm and submissive play, but that's the ultimate thing for a guy. A few minutes later, I'm on Drindr just looking to try it on somebody. I'm in my late 20s and still young. This guy was an older man, in his mid 50s, so I smoked and said, this is the time. ' Blink of an eye, I was walking in his house, nervous as hell, but that good ol' Mary Jane kicked in, so I'm horny, high. He led the way to his bedroom. He must have been a music guy, pianos everywhere. Anyway, as soon as we got to his room, I dropped to my knees and waited until his pants dropped. Infront of me was about a 5ish upward cure pink thing. In my mind I'm thinking “can't leave now. What if she saw me and made me do this, one day Ima have to tell her”. Then I started sucking it. I was deep into it he was saying things that kept me doing. After awhile, my throat got relaxed to the point that I had to try the nose touching thing. Mission accomplished. So as I was into it, I felt something warm hit the back of my throat.. “Wait..what was that”.. then My spit started to feel funny and taste warrrrrrrm. He started yelling “I'm sensitive “ I wanted to keep going.. Then reality hit…. Quickly after, I was spitting and choking for the next 3 hours trying to get that taste and feel out of my mouth… hours later, lying in bed, a flashback of the day started to hit me… “Did I like the feeling of cum in my mouth?” “Why do I just want to give oral now” “I want to go bigger” All this after a few second glances at an app… WAY more to come.