Me and my husband have had lots of conversations about the stag/vixen and hotwife lifestyle, yet sorry to disappointed we haven't done anything yet, other than some cheeky text exchanges. However, last night something changed.

We have been going though I weird period of our lives and my husband has been going through a lot of emotional issues with family, he's recently lost a family member that meant the world to him. When he gets emotional for some reason he gets crazy horny and just wants me all the time (is this normal? Does anyone else have this coping mechanism)

Anyway we got into bed last night and our daughter was out so we were alone. In seconds he was on me, kissing me, turning me on and pulled the blindfold out of my underwear draw, I agreed and he put it on. He also pulled out my vibe and started to use it on me. As he's using it, me laying on my back, him being dominant and kneeling over me, he whispers to me "this might be weird, but I want you to think of an ex boyfriends name". Well I found this weird, and I didn't want to do that, but figured I would give him what he wanted, seeing as he's struggling atm.

There we where missionary and he was fucking me nice and slow while I used my vibe. Then he said to me that he wanted to hear me use the name. Tbh I felt a bit silly but then whilst he fucking slow I whispered to him "Pete you feel so good". Well FUCK I felt him get harder inside me, I knew he loved it. He told me so say it louder, so I did "PETE FUCK ME, I'VE MISSED YOU!".

The tempo picked up and before I knew it I was screaming my ex's name, what really got to me is they have both met each other.

I didn't expect it, but I was turned on more than I imagined I would be by this whole scenario, I got on top of my husband and started riding him, I could tell he was as close to me as cumming, the whole time telling him "Pete you feel so good inside my pussy" and things like that, where I could include his name. Them I could feel he was close, and screamed "cum inside me Pete, I want you to cum inside me like the old days" well that was it, we both came really really hard. As I laid on his chest, with him still inside me, I took off my blindfold and told him that was amazing.

Sorry for the long chat, but had to get it off my chest, one of the hottest things I've ever done with anyone. We haven't had the awkward after chat yet but I'm sure we will. Is it normal to feel what I did? It had never before entered my head to even imagine an ex, but fuck that was hot.

Anyone else experienced this?