Recently, I've developed a ritual of going to the steam sauna and using cannabis to enhance my sensory experiences. Often I talk to everyone, learn their names and where they're from, and just vibe with them. There are so many people on the tropical island where I live who are attractive in a variety of ways and, naturally, I'm very curious about them.

I've started a practice when I notice an attractive woman: observing her divine feminine essence, trying to feel her energy and be as aware as I possibly can about how she's feeling, who else she's connected to in the space, how she feels about them and if she feels open to connecting with me.

I've been meeting lots of interesting people this way, even if I don't end up having a deeper connection with all of them. Last week, I met two mysterious Celtic women while we were all hanging out naked in a sauna at a local spa. It turns out that they are self-described sex witches, and I find it absolutely enchanting to watch them dance and express their connection to the divine.

Yesterday evening, I went to another spa to sing and chant in the steam sauna. I started my usual practice of feeling people's energy with the people dancing and chanting around me. It was dark, so I couldn't see much, but I could see that there was a very attractive and fit woman in her 30s, fully naked, sitting next to me with a seductive and open posture, and her hand laying open almost touching my leg.

I was curious if she was really feeling as open to a sexual encounter as I imagined that she was, and I wanted to find out. Carefully watching her reaction, I slowly slid my hand down my leg and reached out with my pinky and touched the side her hand lightly.

When her pinky curled to grab mine, I felt a huge rush in my body, and entered another level of consciousness, my awareness shifted from the other people hidden behind a veil of steam in the warm, dim light and toward her, as her breathing and her body became my entire universe.

Slowly and sensually, we danced together with our hands and our breath, lightly stroking each other's forearms, each of us gradually exploring new territories of the other's body, and eagerly tuned in for the response from the other at each step. With one finger, I slid along the warm droplets of steam that had accumulated on her leg. Soon, I felt her start to trace her own finger on my leg as I gently investigate how the moisture feels on the side of her body. She lets out a light gasp when I reach up with my index finger and thumb gently push her nipple. As I slowly lift my finger away, her body moves toward me with an electric charge as if I'm pulling her breasts toward me with an energetic magnet and when her nipple connects to my chest, the energy rushes suddenly from her body and floods into mine, and my hands grip her hips to stabilize myself, with fingers reaching down, eager to explore.

As the blood starts rushing into my cock, I become aware of the other people in the room and start to doubt that the steam and darkness are enough to hide what started as a subtle exploration but is now rising to a steamy sexual encounter. I place one hand over my raging erection out of a sense of social decency. I wonder if others are judging, or turned on, but soon I fade back into the awareness of the breath of my lover as her hands discover my erection at the same moment that I start to slide my fingers around the lips of her hairless pussy. I stop caring if others are judging. The only thing I care about is knowing what her pussy feels like. I feel her clit, and start sliding my finger up and down in the warm, wet space on each side of it as I drop into a zen-like state of meditation.

As I stroke her pussy, with each movement, her hand grips my cock in response and I can feel her grasping hungry desire to have me inside of her. The cover of the steam is not enough for me to pick her up and slide her onto my lap without putting on a live sex show for the entire sauna, so I respond to her desire by thrusting my eager fingers deep inside her as she pulls a long breath out from my ear.

After some time at this level, realizing that the orgasms we are building toward can't happen without getting too much attention, we gradually bring down the intensity. I take a couple deep breaths to come back to earth, and I take my towel and step outside into the shower. I'm hoping that she will quickly follow behind me and we can go somewhere more private, but as I finished my shower, some friends of mine arrived to the spa. We started talking and I didn't see her come out of the sauna. As I joined my friends around the fire, I told them about my mysterious unknown lover.

Now, even a few days and a few lovers later, I still can't stop wondering who my lover was, or even what language she speaks, and I wonder if our energy will draw us together again unexpectedly.