This story happened over a year ago, but I still think about it and get turned on.

My friend [M] loves to look at women with large, beautiful boobs to get off. I like for him, lets call him F. to look at large, beautiful boobs. He's a first-rate pervert and I happen to think he should get everything his heart desires. We've gotten off together while he describes them in detail and shares exactly how he imagines his throbbing cock would feel sandwiched between a pair of gorgeous tits. The feel of flesh on flesh, a mix of hard and soft, the sounds, all of it. For whatever kinky and complicated reason, I swell and ache while he's stroking his delicious cock to those amazing women. But this story isn't about how fond I am of him, or how much he loves a nice rack.

No, this is about how together we discovered that he gets super turned on when someone is jealous over him. "I adore the tought of you cumming while sick with jealousy." At the time this happened, his fap talk had shifted slightly from him asking me to tell him to look at a woman's tits to him telling me that "I like your tits, but hers are SO much better." I couldn't reallly say anything about that because he's right there. I like my tits AND hers are so much better.

I knew that I had cuckish tendencies, playing quean and cake in turns. I knew that I loved watching porn with my guy friends and talking about how much they appreciated and wanted the women (and men if I'm reallly lucky since bi men are amazing, but that's another post for another day.) I even knew that the tension between jealousy and desire did delicious things to me. But. But. I'd always drawn a line about teasing or comparisons between the women we watched and myself. I understood that many people engage in humilation play of all sorts and enjoy and that's great. It wasn't really a turn on for me. Until it was, and I started to encourage him to say more direct things about the women and me. "Your cunt is hot but I want her tits instead. She's going to make me cum so hard."

Oh now, that I could not stand.

My eyes atually stung with tears. And, I almost came without touching myself. "I fucking hate you!" I told him. "Be fucking sweet to me," I demaded. I was so frustrated by him and his sassy mouth. I knew he really didn't want to hurt me, but I knew he wanted to hurt me. The love language for so many of us.

"I want your stomach to churn with jealousy while you feverishly pleasure your pussy," he growled back.

After cumming and post clean-up, he said seriously, "You helped me to unlock a kink." I was kind of stunned but sent him all of the heart emojis and hoped he'd elaborate. He went on, "I didn't realize I get turned on by other people being jealous over me... Until you."

"My work here is done...jk," I deflected with humor.

"I'm serious. No jk needed. That was incredible."

I'm elated to help my friend discover new ways to find pleasure, new avenues for exploration. And, I'm not trying to make too much of it or come here to give myself a pat on the back, but it reminded me why I like to get off with other people: there is so much we can learn when we share kinks together.