I’m slowly coming to understand my kink more and more. I don’t know what it is or why but the idea of being caught fucking someone that I objectively shouldn’t, old men, gross men, incels, bullies etc, the more attracted to the thought of it I am. I’m a posh, middle class typically ranging in the 8-9 range from the people who’ve decided to tell me, as a petite half Asian I fit into act of people’s kinks. I could snag a very hot guy if I wanted. So why do I cum the hardest when doing all the work bouncing on the cock or a fifty year old overweight landlord as he lounges back in his ciggerete stained armchair. I feel even better when he calls me horrible names or sticks his pudgy finger in my mouth or finds another way to degrade me. He’ll criticise me for cumming, for sucking his cock too well to be a good girl or not well enough to be his slut. He’ll deliberately stain my clothes or ruin my makeup with his cum and demand I service his cock at inconvenient times, sometimes waking me up in the middle of the night. When I’m alone I cum so much harder thinking of my basement-dweller course mate slapping his unwashed cock on my face or the bully who browses tinder lazily while I’m cockwarming him in his gamers chair. I should be thinking about the nice guys who show genuine interest and effort. I guess I’m doomed to want bad men.