For some insight, I'm a dominant female 30

I had a close friend, and I shared everything with him about my fantasies being a dom. One time, he invited me to his house to watch movies and chill, like we always do. We were staring at each other, and he suddenly showed me a collar and told me, "Hey, this might be weird but.. can you put this on me?" Then he told me that he was curious about his sexual side and started researching about it, and thinks he's submissive. I was like... turned on.. So what I did was put the collar on him and say, "What does this even mean?" and he said, "It means you own me."

Starting there, he loved everything I did for him. One time, I tied him up and told him "Slave, have you been a bad boy lately?" He said "Bad. I deserve to be punished." I pulled his hair. "I decide what you deserve, you fuckface, piece of shit!" I used the whip all of the time on his body. Telling him how worthless he is and he should praise and worship me. It was so intense that when he moves I whip him gently then hard until he can't take how good it feels, he just cums in his pants, so pathetic.

Whenever we were exploring our sexual side something just clicked. He made me feel more powerful, confident, strong, and superior. But everything changed when he found someone at work and fell in love with her. Now we can't do that because we see each other as friends only. How I wish I had someone like him that I could dominate, miss his submissive side till this day.