I will start by saying, I (30F) love my husband (37M) very much. He’s my best friend, and I couldn’t imagine life with any other man. We’ve had struggles in sex like all married couples. Stress, depression & anxiety are big parts. However, I think I have a solution.

I was in a “dead libido” phase. It sucked, even for me. I woke up one day and the phase was over, I truly hate my brain. Well, this particular day, for whatever reason, I was craving his cock in my mouth. I wanted it so bad. We hardly ever do blowjobs, (not that I would ever say no), he just says “why use a mouth when I can use your pussy?”

This day however, I wanted him in my mouth. I could not get it out of my mind. So I asked him if I could suck his cock when he got off of work. Of course he agreed, and I sucked him until he came in my mouth and yes, dear reader, of course I swallowed. My pussy was soaked, but he didn’t touch me at all.

The next day, I STILL wanted his cock in my mouth. It was like a need. This lead me to the plan… I sent him a text while he was working, and promised him, no matter what, I would suck his cock every single night. He didn’t have to touch me if he didn’t want, but I would suck his dick every. Single. Day.

It’s been a week, I’ve sucked his cock five times, because two of the nights he was exhausted from work and didn’t want it. We have only had sex once. I sleep naked for him and he will usually play with my tits after until we fall asleep. I wake up horny and go to bed horny because of this. His cock always on my mind.

I told him if he wanted it more than once a day, I’d be happy to help. We could increase it to three times, morning, afternoon & night. I’m not sure he’s ready for that much yet, however. My mouth is ready and waiting for him at any time he decides.