Have just spent the last hour chatting online with a young lady (f20) from near here in Bristol. In short, she was intrigued by the idea of being paid to watch me naked and she wondered how she might react to seeing me possibly become aroused. She confessed early on in our chat that there were 2 reasons for her curiosity. 1. She was a virgin and sexually inexperienced but when she was younger (late teens) she had a crush on a much older family friend (m65) and masturbated frequently thinking about him. 2. She had recently had had a massage from a qualified female masseur at a sports centre which ended in an erotic lesbian encounter whereby the masseusse made her cum with her fingers. She admitted that she was so confused by the experience that she had been back FOUR times (!!!) for more massages and that the same thing had occured on each occasion. She told me that there was no conversation, no reciprocal contact, she just got to the point each time where she became relaxed enough to become aroused by the hands on her body and the masseur seemed to know each time when she was ready. We discussed how our first possible meeting might work, I suggested that we adopt a low key, no pressure approach for our first time, maybe she could come over and we could chat for a while and that nothing would happen until she felt comfortable about it. I agreed that I would still pay her even if nothing happened between us, which she found a little puzzling 🤔 but I explained that the money was basically to compensate her for her time, not actually a payment for services rendered , which seemed to make sense in the end !! So we agreed a "fee" (made up of a basic minimum plus possible further add ons) and she said she was free this morning so could she come over straight away. I gave her instructions of how to get here and she went quiet on me. Then came the bombshell !! "Oh holy shit !!" she typed. "What's wrong ?" I typed back. "I think I know who you are, do you realise who I am ?" she replied. "No" I replied. "I am xxxxxxx (her name obviously) and you are friends with my mum and dad and you are the man I used to crush over !!" After picking myself and my ego up off the floor, I asked her where that left us ? She said we couldn't possibly meet now that I knew all her secrets, I pointed out that now she knew all my secrets too as well !! Then she asked if I would promise not to tell anyone if we did meet. I pointed out that discretion was necessary both ways but I didn't see a reason why we shouldn't meet if we both wanted. She is going to think some more about it !! After all, as I pointed out, if she did meet me, she could afford a few more massages too !!