(m)e and my gf have been trying to improve our sexlives lately. Bit of backstory: I get in my head a lot and often feel some anxiety whenever I think people can hear us. For Christmas we had my father over, and something happened that I didn't expect. We just got home from the pub on st. Stephens day, my gf decides to change, I had to go upstairs as well to do some bits in my office and my dad stayed downstairs. She joins me in my office, sits on my lap and we gave eachother a kiss that suddenly became very passionate, touching eachother all over. We got up as she led me to the bedroom, I pinned her against the wall and we continue kissing, but she didn't want to be pinned down so we kind of throw eachother against the wall back and forth as we keep longing for eachother. My mind went blank and she threw me on the bed and started grinding me as I took off all her clothes. After I stripped her down I threw her on the bed, gave her another kiss and slowly made my way down, softly kissing her neck, down to her nipples and further down still. I spread her legs as I go down where I was met by her wet pussy. I ate her out and fingered her, I was dertimend to make her cum. Unfortunately my mind was no longer blank and suddenly realised how long we have been upstairs already and my anxiety hit again. We stopped but my God was it hot as hell.

A few days later my friend came over for new years, he is a lot more open about sex and basically said: look if you want to fuck, its your home idc if I can hear it. This gave us a good laugh, but we did try it out in a sense on 3 occasions. 1. She got really wet and I fingered her while he was downstairs 2. We made love in the morning, we knew he was awake already because we heard sounds coming from the room next to us. I wanted to fuck her hard after a while but got too anxious about the sound, we still had sex but kept it on a low volume 3. I had a very persistent morning wood. I heard my friend leave his room and couldn't go back to sleep after. My gf was still sleeping next to me, when she woke up i told her about my morningwood and she gave me an amazing handjob while my friend is trying to find a cure for his hangover downstairs.

Nothing too special but exciting and fun for sure! I know i get in my head too much but im surprised by the things we did get up to in the last 2 weeks and I can definitely see progress!