I’d always considered myself quite straight, but I’d hit quite the dry spell with women and I’d been going down the porn rabbit holes and watching things I’d normally not had any interest in. I was watching trans porn which took me to gay porn and after that something changed in me, from then on whenever I was watching even straight porn, I wasn’t wishing I was the guy anymore, I was more and more wishing I was the girl, trying to imagine how it would feel to have a guy in mouth and me swallowing his cum. After a while of this I decided to get on Grindr and see what was around. My family is intensely homophobic so I had to be extremely discreet so I just went faceless with the tag ‘looking to suck first cock’. It wasn’t long before some guy started messaging me and before long he sent me a dick pic and asked if I was interested. It was about 7 inches long, smooth shaved and cut. My mouth was watering at the thought. I told him hell yes I was interested and he sent me his address. Completely filled with nervous anxiety, I drove to his street, parked a few houses up, walked to the house and knocked on the door. He answered in a white robe and beckoned me inside. I walked in and after we quickly exchanged greetings he walked to his sofa and dropped his robe, he was completely naked and his cock was rock hard. He sat down and spread his legs open then told me to ‘come get on my knees, I’m here to suck a cock so that’s what I should do’ I was still nervous as hell but something in the way he sat there and the way he talked had me hypnotised I got on all fours and crawled over to where he sat, he smiled and told me not to be nervous, and to maybe start by holding it and maybe giving it a kiss. I did exactly that, I felt so turned on it was insane, here I was with another man’s cock in my hand and I had just kissed it. ‘Good boy’ he said, ‘now lick it’. Before long I was taking his cock in my mouth and licking around the head. I heard him let out some moans and I felt so hot and turned on, I really got into wanting to please him, I got down and started to lick and suck his balls, then I tried to take the whole of his hard shaft down my throat, I gagged a few times, but I looked up and him and he told me to keep going. After 10 minutes he began to moan and breath a bit louder and heavier. ‘Where do you want me to cum slut?’, I poked my tongue out and pointed to my mouth, ‘very good choice!’ He stands up off the couch and starts jerking his cock I continue to lick and suck his balls feeling more and more excited every second. At last he grabbed my hair and told me to open up, I did as I was told and within a few seconds his cock began to throb and shoot 6 thick ropes of cum directly into my mouth. OH MY GOD! I actually had another man’s cum in m mouth, and it was divine!! I didn’t swallow right away, I sucked the last few drops from his cock and swirled it around with my tongue, I loved it so much, I looked up at him and showed his load in my mouth before swallowing every drop and saying thankyou. After that we chatted a bit and I left.

Safe to say since then, I have been utterly in love with sucking cock and swallowing cum. I sucked him a few more times before he moved away. I miss his cock every day, you really do never forget your first 😘