I've been doing these fitness spots for a wellness company. They kinda objectify me a lot and use me as like eye-candy, but I have been working really freakin hard on my body over the past year so even though it's intense being objectified, it's also super flattering for me, even though I know I should be a little wtf by it. Hard to explain. Either way, the feedback I've been getting has been really wild, both from strangers and men I've known for awhile. Cue the title of this post...

So I posted the last fitness spot I did (which is also pinned on my page, "Fitness/wellness spot 5"), and my uncle liked it. He didn't comment or anything, but he did like it. I'm not saying the spot is the most sexual thing in the world, but they did dress me up in some pretty short shorts and the director did position me a lot so my butt is facing the camera often. I dunno... I'm debating if it means anything.

I'm not like mad or freaked out about this, I'm just trying to figure it out. I don't find my uncle gross or anything, it's just wild for me to consider that a man I'm related to finds me attractive. But I've been getting so much intense male attention lately so it's possible I'm seeing things were things aren't now? If you got a sec, could you watch the spot and let me know what you think?

Again, I'm not mad or freaked out about this. And, I probably shouldn't even say this, but in some odd way it's somewhat flattering to me. Like it makes me THAT hot that a man who knows he shouldn't find me attractive, does. God I dunno how fucked and shallow that is to say. Honestly, I probably delete this last part

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update: he's now liked all my fitness/wellness spots