MY GIRLFRIEND

I have been with my gf for 10 years since we were 14. We have only ever been with each other sexually we were our firsts with everything. I just bought a ring for her she’s the one. Since I’ve known her she doesn’t as much as talk about a guy with out telling about it and for 5 plus years never texted a guy honestly and I know I’ve seen her phone.(hint hint)

MY BEST FRIEND Best friends since 4th grade no one I trust more in my life. He’s a guy who has been around and is a well built good looking clean strong guy. Now I don’t go both ways at all I’ll explain what I like about it later but we all went to high school together and we’re all good friends no two people I trust more in this world and this story actually involves nothing of them going Behind my back.

THE STORY I paired my best friend up with my girlfriends cousin. And we all went out to have a good night. When we came back we basically played strip poker on a limb someone brought it up as a joke and we all said ya lol sure. This was 6 years into the relationship when this happened. It was a fun night no one did anything we just all saw each other naked and for some reason we stopped later we all texted about why we stopped there. but then my friend and the cousin kinda fell on hard times soon after (not having to do with the night) now my friend has seen my girlfriend fully naked in pictures prior to this night because I was a dumb kid he’s seen everything of her so I Cared little about him seeing her in person nude because I know this man would never do anything with out my okay. And my girlfriend like I said earlier made me develop a kink to want to see her be with someone else because of how amazing she was for 8 plus years to be and I know how much she wants only me in life and I really do too she’s the best her pleasure to me makes me almost feel better then cumming my self I swear imagining her have so much pleasure. It’s like my love language her happiness is my happiness and her feelings on it is she would do it with a talk with both of us about it and a few drinks lol and his feeling has been hit and go he wants to do something for sure but I think he’s very worried about problems in the relationship between us all and I get that. But I took hour and hours on end and I want it. Soon after we sent pictures of each other in a group chat 4-5 different times over about 2 years he was in a relationship for about one we did it twice before and 2-3 times after my heart was racing every time and was a feeling a never felt before and been looking to feel like that ever since my best friend just got out of another relationship of a year and these feelings poured back in so quickly since it happened like i don’t know what to do about it I want to just try this once and marry my wife should I try to pursue this or let it be and grow up