I was on a different sub where people were taking about dirty talk and stuff and for the first time I wondered if what I experience is normal. If it’s good, generally I’m unable to verbally respond with anything other than like moans, animalistic grunts, and very limited speech “Oh god, fuck, just like that.” “Don’t stop” “Fuck me” “Harder Daddy” “I’m gonna cum” and maybe their name. If someone is talking dirty to me or music is playing or anything I cannot process what is even being said if I’m close enough to orgasm. If it’s really good, I’m in the moment, and maybe like 2-5 minutes from orgasm I literally am like incapable of thought. I don’t have two active brain cells to rub together in that moment. I thought this was normal, but now I’m not so sure. But this is only with good sex, if I’m having bad sex I’m thinking about literally anything else besides orgasm. I’ll note the color of the walls and wonder if I need to get bread from the grocery store or something. I can have thoughts at the beginning of sex, usually insecure if it’s bad and how I want them to get it over with already and things I don’t like about the situation like his face or weird moaning sounds and I feel bad wondering if he’s trying to pretend I’m thinner or prettier when he closes his eyes. If it’s really good, all I can think about is how good it feels and how deep they are before my brain shuts off and I cum and even after I cum, I need a few minutes to turn my brain back on if I don’t fall asleep.