Until some three years ago, it bothered me that I had almost never been with girls that were very beautiful and hot. I knew it was a superficial and silly thought. I always valued intelligence and non-physical attributes in general, and had had a great time with non-super-hot, chubby girls. But still, it seemed like "everyone else is with a super hot girl from time to time, except me".

Well, until someday I started dating this super hot girl; let's call her D. It was very good and I felt this superficial part of me very satisfied. It didn't last long, but no problem. I moved on, dated other girls (including other super hot ones), and wasn't caring so much about physical beauty anymore. Good.

Except for my taste of pussy hair. Until then, I preferred shaved pubes for no specific reason. But D had a very carefully trimmed landing strip, which at first I didn't like, but later started appreciating. It marked me in such a way that until now I hope any girl I'm with has a landing strip, and compare mentally with D's. Most of the time they are shaved, which I don't appreciate so much anymore. If I date some girl longer, I feel it's ok to talk about pubes and mention that I'd like to see her with a landing strip (just as I would shave or not shave in any way a girl I like asks me), but it feels so wrong, it's just because it reminds me of someone else's pussy.

It sounds really stupid and superficial, but it's bothering me. Thanks for your time.