Me (18F) and my boyfriend (18M) have been dating for almost a year. We both lost our virginity to each other so obviously not having any experience before might be making this worse. I have never orgasmed with him before (I lied that i did like twice.. which is bad but i felt bad…and he’s already insecure). I’m also on antidepressants and other meds which I heard can make “getting wet” and orgasming next to impossible. but when im on my own i use a vibrator for clitoral stimulation and i can orgasm (still have issues with getting wet) — I don’t know how to bring up the idea of using toys when we have sex because he’s mentioned how weird he thinks vibrators are (without me saying anything at all btw) . but genuinly I don’t want to keep faking it it’s so exhausting and I also don’t want to hurt his ego and whatnot — but I think that me considering toys with him will make him feel “not good enough”. our sexual dynamic is that of i take full control and he’s submissive to me but i still am afraid to voice any issues — im so scared he’ll just shut down etc. I just don’t know what to do and im very tired of not feeling fulfilled when i make him finish every time.i just need help on what i could do to help us both out , I know maybe it’s not that serious but I think my fake moans and fake orgasms are real damaging and not good feedback….