Hello, I am a straight guy trying to get into p spot orgasms and I tried with my fingers and didn’t able to have success. My partner is not into that at all, she thinks butthole is damned and I am too big to use my fingers. I bought an automatic dildo machine(that gets in an out for 4-6 inches with an angle up to 90 degrees) and it works well with the lubes, but I can’t get into that close to orgasmic feeling before feeling like need to take a sht. And the results are pretty shtty/messy most of the time. The clean up is pretty bad. Is there any way to avoid that mess and any suggestions to use the machine more comfortable to make me feel more into that? I like the feeling, it’s just I can’t handle it with the feeling of trying to take a restroom break. If there is a special angle anybody used besides doggy, or any advices much appreciated!