In essence, I like to wear pantyhose/tights when I masturbate. They’re soft stretchy and fun and I like the encasement element of things.

We have a good sex life and she often wears tights when we have sex to fulfil this fantasy of mine.

She has mentioned before that the idea of me crossdressing would put her off me a bit but I also don’t think I’d like to wear them around her at all. My issue is more that I feel an element of guilt that she doesn’t know this about me (for more context we live together and are very open about everything we think, do and like).

Is it all that big of a deal? Should I feel as though I need to share this with her?

I do have other fantasies about being a cuckold and cheating (which I do not act on) but I think these are all things I enjoy in the context of masturbation - I wouldn’t really enjoy them (nor would me partner) and I’m comfortable with that. For some reason it just feels worse that I’m hiding this habit from her?

I have considered wearing them in front of her as a joke but I’m not sure how I feel about exploring this as more than a solo fantasy.

If anyone has had similar experiences or has any advice it would be much appreciated.

Thank you!