So I(25F) am not sexually active right now, and I don't know when I will be, since I take time to vibe with someone enough to be ready for that. So masturbation is kind of like my only outlet. I masturbate almost every day, and if I skip it for even one day I feel so horny the whole day. It feels like a constant itch on my mind. I also end up not being able to sleep that well at night. Sometimes I feel the urge more than once-sometimes I masturbate and a few hours later I feel horny again. The problem is I don't like masturbating all that much now because it feels so mechanical. I feel like I'm doing it out of compulsion rather than desire and it takes the fun out of it. I also keep running out of fantasies and things to masturbate to. I don't want to go back to watching porn as I used to have a bit of an unhealthy fixation on that.