So this is not a new phenomenon. About 4 years ago I became interested in prostate orgasms after reading about them. I eventually bought an aneros helix prostate massager which finally introduced me to prostate orgasms. At this point I had thought about pegging but I had never considered men sexually or romantically. Shortly after I told a long distance girlfriend at the time about my activities and fantasies and she mentioned how hot it would be to watch me with another man but knew I wasn’t interested. She then asked me to roleplay it with her anyways which I agreed to as I was submissive to her. We did this often and I started to develop gay fantasies of my own. I progressed to buying butt plugs and a dildo as well. Eventually we broke up but I continued to masturbate with these toys and have fantasies of being pegged and occasionally fucked by men. I even went as far as to experiment with a man but it never went past digital penetration due to my apprehension. I know enjoying prostate orgasms doesn’t make someone gay or bi but I seem to have trouble separating the two things in my head.