I(23F) am a virgin probably straight, but could be bi, but in my fantasies and porn watching habits, I am both men and women being objectified and degraded, but differently. I have watched girls being degraded in porn many times, and I also get turned on going to some porn forums and reading comments by men degrading women and it turns me on. However after I cum, I feel disgusted with myself. I think of all the women who get sexually assaulted, r*ped, trafficked etc. I also think of how I would hate to be the woman being degraded, and I never fantasize about that stuff happening to myself, only other women. I also sometimes watch porn with men being degraded but I watch it less, but I fantasize about it more. I imagine treating a guy like a sex toy and I don't feel guilty about that. I don't know what causes the divide.