As the title says, I lost my virginity yesterday. I expected the experience to be exciting, romantic, enjoyable, etc. In reality, I didn’t feel any emotion afterwards. Not happy, sad, angry, or confused. I literally felt nothing. And now ever since, nothing turns me on, and I’ve found anything remotely sexual to be nauseating. During the act, she was constantly saying my name. Her saying that made me feel like an animal, dirty, and contaminated. I hated everything about sex and I don’t think I ever want to have it again. I hate myself right now and I can’t even look in the mirror without wanting to throw up. Has anyone else experienced this?