Okay, this is my first time doing this and I don’t know where to start.

So, technically I feel like whenever I masturbate (18F) I tend to want more than just fingering my self. I don’t have any toys or anything like that but, when I start being “creative” nothing ever works for me. When I’m in a certain point that I really want it, I just feel like going outside or something to ask for sex. I know this might sound weird but I haven’t had sexual intercourses for a long time now and I just want something real. I don’t even know if this is even healthy... and I know I won’t ask random people to have sex with me since I know I’m that type of person. But sometimes I just feel like I want the real real thing of a person being inside of me. What are “creative” ways I could do when I’m masturbating?