Basically what the title says, I'm always the one who initiates and after a certain point I just don't want to do that anymore.. and if I don't, we just don't have sex. It's like this responsibility taking a toll on me that I find myself wanting to have sex but then realize I'm the one who always asks for it and this is going to make it 1, doesn't make me feel loved, wanted or even attractive from my partner. I've an extremely high sex drive but she does not, and last we talked she said she'll be more expressive of her wants of me but it's gone free fall since. The number of times we have sex in a month has trisected since.. and I think if I stopped initiating it'll drop even more.