I met a woman recently and we fucked and make love all at the same time, we were like wild animals, even on our first time we both agreed it felt like making love, well we called it making fucky love, there was so much feeling, so much passion, it was slutty, it was rough, it was so loving, the most unbelievable intimacy, the most unbelievable pleasure, there was such a need to kiss each other as we did what we did, it was like we had known each other forever but in the best possible way. It was the type of sex with such chemistry and passion that I never ever thought you could have instantly with someone the first time or any time and I thought I’d had ‘great’ sex before loads of times, it was so mind blowing, even 6 months later I’m in awe of what we experienced. It was more making love with someone than anyone I’ve ever had sex with. We only did it twice and we both have long term partners, both times were off the scale.

All I think about is her, when I look at another woman, I imagine her, she is the face of everything sexual that enters my mind pretty much. There is no where I can go from here, I just want her always in this way. I know we just scratched the surface. She feels like she is my lover, it felt this way even before we met. How do I get over this?