I'd love to see what my straight friends are packing or be reminded of what I used to have in my mouth with one time past hookups. (Gay guys a lot of the time can be one and done.) I basically want to see and be fascinated by pics of real people who want to share and don't mind sharing with me.

How do I approach that and, without sounding creepy but just curious, what do I say in a text?

Would most guys even do that? Would it make a friendship awkward with my straight friends?

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More about the situation:

I used to lived on the East Coast. Now I'm in the SF Bay Area but waaay out in the boonies at the far edge of the East Bay...it's a big region).

I haven't hooked up, really, for about six months. It's driving me crazy. I can't get into details but it has to do with geography, my situation at home, closures of everything, and the preponderance of literally dozens of people chatting on apps saying they want to hook up but never following through. They disappear instantly once the conversation ends.

When I lived in a city on the East Coast, I could hook up basically every day because of the proximity of tons of gay and straight bicurious down low guys in the city. This situation is soul crushing.

I need cock. I need that personal touch. I need to suck cock. Badly. I'm cute, masculine, clean, and fit. I'm so enthusiastic for cock and cum, I think I'm going to explode the first time I get to touch and get to touch cock again. Oh man did I just write that?

Thank you, everyone.