I'm your average salary joe with a few special kinks and I am constantly reminded how fleeting they can be. Case in point I thought of today, where I enjoy the taking part in the occasional crossdressing / sub / bondage sort of scene. Now when I'm all whored up the most erotic thing I can think of is to be chocking on a nice hard cock. My wife plays along well enough which is great because - as the title states - the minute I cum its like waking up from a dream. It's not that I feel guilt. I know that. I'm content and happy with who I am. At the same time my brain does a compete 180 in terms of what and who I find attractive and erotic.
This presents an interesting dilemma because it doesn't make any sense to me. It is funny that something that seems so completely and obviously amazing one moment is turned entirely around simply because I ejaculated. That moon has set. A werefetish.

Help me out here reddit. Do any of you get so excited about something that, right after the moment of release, you struggle to understand what was so great about that? And, at the same time, know that this will all repeat itself in a day/week/month from now? I know I'm not alone but is this restricted to only males? Let's find out together!