So I posted a few days ago I stayed the weekend with a girl out of town while my wife was also out of town on business. She new about the encounter, she is good friends with the other women. Well tonight is my wife’s turn she has just left the house and I am nervous and have anxiety and a little excited all in one. I want her to have a fun positive experience but selfishly I want her to be like “ yeah it was fun but not as good as when we make sparks fly” I guess my anxiety is she will say “Fuck me that was the best sex ever” period!!!

She has hooked up alone with a different guy before but always come home before the night is out. But we are expanding to this more wild area and the stakes seem so much higher.

I am just running this all through my head as it happens, with in hours she will be allowing another man to make her cum ! It’s crazy.

Is part of the excitement the fact that I am putting it all on the line and allowing my wife that I love to go experience sex with another man that she finds attractive, in the hopes that she will return to me.

In the past she has always returned as have I. The best part is the return the reconnect sex, the dirty talk when she describes the sexy things she does to someone else and what he does to her!

Fuck the anxiety! for the next few hours uhhggg. I need a drink. Thanks for letting me share/ vent reddit community. I am sure there is someone else out there in my exact shoes .