Sup sexxit,

Let me draw a picture of context here. I'm 19 years old, black (this is important for later), and I can count the amount of times I've had sex on four fingers.

That said I've had some wonderful experiences and I, to my knowledge, have a current lover that I'm beginning to see on a regular basis. My experience has been with older women exclusively (ages range from 37-40 years old, again this is important later), and I've had some obviously good times learning and being taught this new realm.

That said I was spelunking around the gallows of Craigslist (please hold your inner cringe) and popped over to mw4m just out of curiosity. In my town, it's mostly bots doing the personal ads, so it's hard to find real people. That said I read a title looking for a young, black, muscular man to have sex with this guy's wife while he watches. The couple in question are in the late 30s to early 40s. Considering I met all the requirements I said 'fuck it' and sent an email with a picture of my body, a cover letter, and whisked it through the internet ether. Couple days pass, I hardly check my CL spam gmail anyway, it was possibly a business week when I noticed they finally wrote me back. I was suprised, but they simply put quote,

"Hi. Happy Friday. 

Yes we are real. Can you send a face pic?"

I didn't send one in the initial email because I have crippling paranoia which is funny for someone whose found hookups with older women on CL a couple of times. That aside, I haven't replied back. I initially wrote and said the prospect of being watched was interesting to get my foot in the door, but now that's it's there I'm not so sure about myself. I don't find the act of being watched creepy, but this a step into a world of kink I know nothing about. More than anything, I'm currently looking for an outsider's opinion on the situation. From their ad they sent they read as some sane sensible people, but one can never be TOO careful.

The questions I have for you all here in this subreddit is what's it like being watched? Is there anyone here who's a regular bull? What are your experiences? Should I be concerned about the whole specific race thing? As a bull do you feel any internal pressure to perform for both the person you're having sex with and the person watching? Is this a bad kink to step into as a somewhat sexual novice (even if I've mananged orgasmic hour length sessions with the lovers I've had so far)? What are you personal thoughts?

Thanks in advance sexxit.