18m have a girlfriend 18f, we both had never done anything until recently. Before yesterday I had just used my hands on her a couple times but we planned (not strictly just ended up talking about in on a call that morning before we met up) that I’d eat her out and we’d have PIV.

The couple times before this when I used my fingers, fingering her and rubbing her clit she came. Didn’t take long either. This time I started with my tongue and for a second just kinda got use to using my mouth on it but then got into a rhythm and inserted my fingers at the same time and she seemed to be enjoying it. But it went on and on and she wasn’t finishing.

It got to the stage she said it’s fine and if we could move on to trying the other. But i started to get really into my own head and was frustrated at myself and didn’t want to try anything else with it bothering me so asked if we could take a break for a minute before that. It felt kinda awkward and I asked if she liked what I was doing before and she said yeah everything was amazing apparently she doesn’t understand why it wasn’t getting there. I explained I was just in my head a little but happy to start again in a minute which is what we did.

And all that was amazing, pretty happy with myself on the actual sex end. But I definitely felt bad for being unable to get her there with my mouth (after we had sex was able to make her cum with my hands again) and then for getting in my own head like that and ruining things for a while. She seemed fine with it but that’s definitely something I know I need to never let happen again because it’s not fair on her.