Until the age of 22 I never came with a man - doesn't matter if during sex or by anything else, it was possible only during solo sessions.

It changed when I met my now husband, who showed me that I can use vibrator during sex and have an orgasm.

But I always dreamed about coming without using these toys. I'm so jealous that something so normal for every woman, is completely unreachable for me... Also I see how much my husband wish me to came because of him not only without vibrator... We tried everything, this is just impossible..

I'm wondering if the way I learned to masturbate when I started puberty may be the cause of this problem.. It always was by rubbing myself in specific way through some clothes, or quilt. Now I use vibrator. So actually I've never had an orgasm by touching myself directly with my hands, I just can't do that.

Maybe someone here have similar experience or know what could I do to change it?