A few months ago my wife 21f asked me 21m if we could have a three way with another woman. I was at training and gone for two weeks so everything was over text. I was ok with it. We texted back and forth about it and talked about who and how we’d find someone to do it with. It got me really horny. Just the thought of watching her be slutty and make another woman orgasm or a woman making her orgasm even made me so hard. A couple days went by and she told me that she’d rather stay monogamous. I agreed that that was ok and there was nothing we had to do. Well since then I’ve been having recurring wet dreams where she cucks me with another woman. I wake up full bulge and cum in my underwear. It happens all the time and I fantasize about it a lot. I feel bad about it even though I’d like for it to happen how do I tell her I feel bad for thinking these things. She ignited a flame in me that is hard to put out. How do I bring this up? What do I say?