My husband (30M) and I (28F)used to have a very adventurous and exciting sex life. We were always all over each other and liked to explore new things.

Recently our sex life has taken a turn and it feels mechanical. I'm still just as interested in him as ever but he has noticeably become less interested in me.

Everything we have sex now is on his terms and is in the same position. If I try to initiate at all he says he's tired or he just wants to relax and goes to sleep. I would ve fine with his li idol being lower and him being stressed but teething is he's still getting aroused often and then just doesn't want me to touch him.

Sex lately has been him waking me up (which I used to love)in the night to just get off. But I doeanteven feel like he wants me necessarily. It just kind of feels like he's mastrubating inside me.

This is especially hurtful because ever since we met I've reiterated how important sexual intimacy is for me. I am a giver and really enjoy making him feel good even without any returner sexual acts from him. I really can't help but feel rejected and unwanted.

Seeing him get hard and obviously honey only to have him tell me to get off him or not to touch him is awful. I love him and want to be with him, I actually enjoy being with him physical a lot. I just don't think he love me anymore, he says he does, it just feels fake now though. I'm a chore or at best a sex doll at this point and everything he does only makes that more clear. Yet over and over he says he loves me, I don't get why he doesn't just leave me.

Neither of us are happy anymore and I finally am coming to terms with the idea that he will never lookatme the same as he did before. I dont want that for my life. We're both too young to be living in a loveless sexless marriage and that is what I see coming.

I just can't take it anymore. Hearing how he sounds telling me not to touch him, it's like I disgust him. And I'd honestly rather not be just a wet hole when he gets to horny to handle his interest in whoever else he's thinking about. It isn't me that he wants and he's doing a very poor job of hiding it.

I don't know how to do this. I didn't want to be with anyone else.